XD : I don't really check my blog, just post stuff and out. Eh? Not fair! Do I know you irl? I think so? Haha. You have a good day :)

yz : Haha. Okay. Do I know you then? Not dreaming at all! Haha. Have a good life to you too! :)

So yeah, I got a break. A one week well deserved break. Wish it was longer :( I won't have any break till like August. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
And I have to make some pretty big decision. Should I go or should I stay? I'm not desperate to go nor I'm desperate to stay. Sigh. What should I do? And will I regret the decision I'll make? Tough competition but I lose interest here. Sigh. I need pressure. I think I kinda do well under pressure. Haha.
I hate being an adult. You have to make your own choice. Choices that will affect your life, greatly. It's like this or other thing. What should I do? And I have so many things that I want to do. Like travelling, teaching  anything other than studying. I really think I'm made a wrong choice in my life. I should have been a teacher or a volunteer or a psychologist rather than a food scientist. Food scientist just doesn't appeal to me anymore. Why can't I be one of those people who are chasing their dream, looking forward for a new day or like anticipate the next lesson. Why? Why I have to keep on thinking about the choices I have instead of doing well on what I've chosen? Is this the right path? Is it too late to change it now?
I knew I'm just gonna waste this break. Why bother saying I will study etc where I sincerely think I won't? So yeah, just gonna enjoy this one week break and face hell after this.