Kyu is not well T_____T
He's totally sick,I did notice it from the eyes,it seems a little bit swollen.
All I can do is to pray for him. Get well soon ! He seems exhausted. Get some rest.

And you,all I can do is to pray for you. Coincidence much but when you are sick,kyu is also having a bad time. I hope he got a speedy recovery and so are you. You are an awesome girl,I would trade myself to save you.

Thanks a lot to Nur Amirah Nabila that helped me to buy all those ingredients for making 100 awesome puddings! She brought those from her hostel to school! AWESOME-ness <3
And Debby and I bought the pudding from Giant yesterday and tried out to make some and it taste awesome. Not my word,some people that had tasted it said so. Haha XD
Of course,more and more works coming up now but still,we have iCare day,we have teacher's day and yeah,nothing after that. My EE will be in three days. 5 subjects in three days,no idea how to handle it =="
Luckily my EE is only for three days,I can go and see SJ-M at the Hari Belia event on 28th <333
*chicken dancing* I can go,I can go,I can go. The most awesome thing is that it's free,F-R-E-E! Love you Minister! They totally realize that they have to invite someone popular enough to gather 1 million teenagers in one place,who will be the perfect guess other than SJ? <3
Yesterday I slept at my cousin place,just after lying down at her place for less than 15 minutes,I just slept without knowing it! Sorry Sis XD She even have to sleep on the floor (luckily she has another bed)! Haha,my body is telling me that I'm tired and in need of sleep! I woke up in the middle of the night and had troble sleeping after that,but I fell asleep anyway.
Quote : 'I give my self very good advice,but I very seldom follow it.'
            - Alice in Alice in the Wonderland.
*high five-ing with Alice*
Maybe later I should make a post about Royal Wedding. It's magical <3

6. Your views on mainstream music.
Hmmm,I don't know much about English songs but I now a lot about K Pop XD
It's sad how those talented solo singers or even those in a band who have oh-so-ahmazing voice doesn't get recognize.
Like the Piggy Dolls,I swear,they sounded fantastic live but too bad people doesn't cheer on them just because people have this one stereotype that says Idol groups must look like 2ne1/snsd/kara. But when there is a new group debuting with that concept,they will go and bash them. Can't you enjoy the music based on the music itself not on those who sings it?
And I read some comments about Adele. Man, I adore her voice! She sounded superbly amazing live,exactly like those recorded one. Try giving Someone Like You and Rolling In The Deep. IT'S AWESOME! I just don;t get how talented singers are underrated because people thin that they don't have the looks or the body to make it big. But of course,there are some really lucky talented singers who are in the mainstream as well. It all depends on luck isn't it?

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Quote : 'All our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them'
            - Walter E. Disney


I'm so sorry if lost control just now. But it's not once,it was even like five times or more. Sorry,I'm short tempered,I tried to hold it but that's it. It was over the limit.
More and more and more work coming. People are not cooperative. I still don't get it why you have never told us earlier about those things that we are suppose to prepare.I'm at lost. How could you 'forget' to tell us? And those uncooperative people? Thanks a lot.*sarcasm*
Hmm,the only good thing today maybe was you and the ahmazing girl XD
Thanks for complimenting me, still don't agree but thanks on the positive comment. Giving you a HUGE hug <3 Today is my first time wearing skirt after I don't know how long. It feels weird =="
And we did some DNA model. It looks undone but yeah,who cares? XD

5. Things you want to say to an ex.
Hmmm,it was awkward. Haha. You gonna regret this. I'm sorry. It was just me,totally. You were really nice,I was a jerk XD You got so hot after we break up,not anymore and now I got so much hotter XD *jkjk* Live a good life!

Wednesday probably is the best day of all days XD
We had like two superbly awkward eye contacts I guess :)
AND your new pics is killing me.*evil laugh*
I need to start studying for EALD after this. Why does the teacher think so much of one movie?
The director just wants us to watch the movie that's all that's it.
Not needed to study all these stuff =="

Quote : Learn from Yesterday. Live for Today. Hope for Tomorrow.
<3
Good night people!

4. Bullet your whole day.

• Waking up.
• Go to bath.
• Online for awhile before school.
• Prepared bread with peanut butter.
• Go to school.
• Deal with some questions in Maths.
• Got lost in Psychology.
• Confused in Chemistry.
• Had a representative meeting which I had no idea that we have to prepare something.
• Did how to do synthesize writing in EALD.
• Discuss past year questions in Bio.
• Walk back to apartment and bought bread.
• Play laptop.
• Bath.
• Go to eat.
• Playing again now.

3. A book you love
I love lots of books. Hard to choose XD Well,I love an indonesian book,written by Ilana Tan. She wrote this 4 amazing books,kind of in series. First,Summer on Seoul, Winter in Tokyo, Autumn in Paris and Spring in London. I love those books. Started off with Summer in Seoul (this book totally help me to be a die-hard fans of Kpop :D),it's a story about a celebrity and a normal citizen dating,well,just read it XD But my favourite from this collection must be Autumn in Paris,I love sad ending,tragic story and stuff. So,yeah,Autumn in Paris is satisfying XD You'll cry after a few pages. Haha. I love how she writes,developed the plot and finish it with awesome ending. And addition information,the main character is related to other character in other novel.
Hmmpph. I love Handle with care - Jodi Picoult ; P.s,I love you- Cecilia Ahern ; A walk to remember - Nicholas Sparks. My top 3 foreigner authors <3 They wrote wonderful books. I specially recommend Handle With Care,I almost cry in every chapter

When Pisces are happy, they are extremely happy and when they are sad, they are extremely depressed.
Got this from Twitter,and strongly agreed to this XD


Hmmpphh,,I should have start reading those endless notes of Psychology. Damn it!
It's sunday already and I'm still relaxing.
I want to watch Woo Jung couple first,they are so adorable <3


Quote : The most important thing is to enjoy your life - to be happy - it's all that matters.
             - Audrey Hepburn
I wish more people will realize that to be happy it's all that matters. Why should you live up to others expectation? Make your own goal,achieve it,aim another goal,accomplish it,be proud of yourself.

gonna write that post tomorrow.tired.

Please don't promise me anything if you know that you are not going to be able to fulfill it.
You 'owe' me so many promises. And I know you are never going to do any of it.

Although I regret taking the subject,hey,if I take ACF,probably I can get higher ATAR and better future,I don't know,I can't undo reality,I think my classmates in Psychology class are fun.
Seriously,when they were asked to spell something,this is what they did.
Teacher : How to spell debrief?
Student : D-e-*points at someone sitting next to him*
T : Again.
S : D-e-*points at someone behind him*
Seriously,if you see it live,it would be so funny XD Another one,
Teacher : Spell beneficence for me.
Student : b-e-n-e-f-i-c-i-e-n-c-e.
T : I?! There's no I.
S : Eh,I'm sure there's I.(or sth like that)
T : No! It's without I.
S : You sure? Check at google first.
T : *looking at him with disbelief stares*
ROFL! Haha.
And we had like quizzes for the last 2 classes. Man,I realized how lazy I am. I don't even have the updated social psychology notes nor ethics notes nor those extra reading notes. SCREWED!

2. Something you feel strongly about
Hmmphh, how should I define this?
I don't know,maybe being true to yourself?
Or enjoying life?
I think people should stick to these two.
Enjoy your life as much as I can,you live in this life only once.
You are not going to be same person,having the same family or the same friends in your next life.
And being true to yourself.Once you can do this,I don't think you should have a problem telling others how you feel or just simply be you. If others can't accept you for who you are,I guess they don't deserve a spot in your life. Save that spot for someone better,it will take time to find those people,but the wait will be worth it.

I love yoga:)
I hate myself on how I can't focus on anything these days.
Seriously anything,there are only 2 exceptions, Kyu ssi and Yoga.
Thanks to yoga,I'm able to forget all my worries for like 2 hours.
And my instructor taught about eft,if you want to know more,just google or youtube it.
I don't know how it works but I guess I'll give it a try.
I can't focus on anything,in class my thoughts are not there.
I feel depressed,sad,stressed, vulnerable,tired,worn out,'emo',not in the mood like all the time now.
I need a joker in my life I guess.
A friend of mine is seriously funny and can make me laugh although I was so freaking not in the mood one hour before that.
I know it's you habit you make people laugh but thanks for all the funny actions and jokes and blurness XD
AND today is Auntie Anne's free Pretzel Day!
Too bad I can't get one for free,but Debby and I went to Pyramid after school and actually bought some for us.
Auntie Anne's pretzel brighten up my day. LOL.
I ordered Cinnamon flavored, Debby was like 'is it nice? you bought that flavored last week.'
and I answered 'heck yeah.' *debby orders the same thing* I cut her and told the cashier man to wait for awhile and said ' i love it, but i'm pretty sure you don't. try a bite from mine first'
*Debby tried a bite and showed a sour face*
Her face was like saying how in my right mind I can like that flavored.
She must be thinking another weird things about me. Haha.
I would say that,yeah,I'm pretty weird,but I'm just different from common people.
I like what people don't like,love what others hate.
Well,not all the time but mostly.
And I won't change,why would you change for others?
You can't always act all the time,you'll get tired :)
I need to slap myself to tell me to wake up ._____.

Routines :
'A day without laughter is a day wasted.'
- Charlie Chaplin.
So,no matter what happened that day,don't ever forget to laugh at the end of the day.

1. Five ways to win your heart.
TEEHEE <3

First,bring me to concerts. Any concerts,I love when all the crowds are connected with me,like in concerts,we all love the same band/person. Bring me to SM concerts or YG or JYP and if possible Super Junior's <3 I'm such a big fan of Kpop. I would love to attend their concerts*again&again&again*.
Second,bring me to SJ's concerts backstage. Duh,which fans doesn't want to go into the artist's backstage? :)
Third,play piano or any instrument and sings to me. How I wish right? But hey,a girl can always dream.Who will say no to such a romantic guy?
Fourth,supply me food. Joking:) You can try baking cakes or cupcakes or muffins or just cook anything that you can.
Fifth and last,just be yourself. Isn't that how you want people to like you? The true you,without faking anything.

Routines :
'Love waits for one thing : the right moment.'
So,to all the single ladies,trust me,someone out there somewhere and somehow,loves you :D
Don't ever forget that. At times you feel down,weak and break down,remember this.
It's all just about the right time. There's no point to be with a wrong guy,a waste of time :)

I actually did one of my homework today.*YAY! I got the spirit back XD*
Okay,I did half of it. Improvement,slow but steady right? :)
I need a holiday. A real one. Like visiting other country and stuff.
I want to join that BKA's camping thing but yeah,the cost is kinda out of budget.
I need to runaway from all this stuff.
I need to go to a place that I can actually release all my anger and my stress and my worries-ness and etc.
I helped selling a few items for the Rotaract Club Sale XD
It was kind of awkward talking to those strangers, but either you talk to them or you don't sell anything.
Thanks to all of you guys that bought the stuff,especially my awesome friends <3
*sending Kyuhyun's heart for one second to you guys*

Anyway,back to routines :
'Everything in life is temporary. So if things are good,enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever either.'
Once again,the quotes explained itself <3
Live worry-less please. You live only once,and because you eat all those unhealthy stuff and living in this wicked environment,there's only 0.01% percentage that you are going to live up to 100 years.
Gonna learn from all these quotes and live my life based on this. Think positively,it gives lots of differences to your life.

Tons of it. Literally. Advice,never ever compile your homeworks and think that you'll finish all of it during your weekends. Well,at least if you have the same habit as mine,don't ever do this. You'll just going to end up with : Friday(TEEHEE! I have the whole of tomorrow to do it,just don't go out. Tonight I can play PC until late at nite.) ; Saturday ( You woke up at 9 or 10 sth,sit in front of the laptop,doing anything except your homework and thinking you are going to do all of it tonight. But,trust me you are just going to stay in front of your computer till late night again.) & Sunday( Damn it. It's Sunday. Tomorrow is Monday,ewhh. But you have to go out to restock your snacks and get lunch and dinner. And says to yourself you are just going to play for awhile. Doing your research and yeah,in the end you are not going to do any of homeworks.)
Like me now. Screw me. Haiz. Why in the world that I'm so lazy? Seriously,I don't do any homeworks that's given since like ermm,,2 months ago? I copied Debby's homeworks before that. I'm doing AUSMAT now which totally needs me to be working and working and working,which seriously,I;m really not good at. I really need a huge wake up call. Topic test for Chem and Psychology is coming up. Totally,I'm going to be lucky again like in Maths,yeah,I didn't study at all and I managed to just pass,50%. A total disappointment.
And in my to-do list I have:
- Biology Working as a Biologist paper
- Biology found out some terms
- Biology homeworks from Course Manual(2 parts)
- Maths (all those that you have compile since Feb)
- Maths( new exercises for EE)
- Chemistry ( Set 2)
- Chemistry ( Stoichiometry Set 1,from paper,from extra exercises,from course manual,from other extra paper)
- Psychology ( look for the journals,study for Topic Test 2 that she said going to be extra hard)
- EALD ( Essay for that don'tknowwhat writing,Bend It Like Beckham exercise, and the 16 topic we have to do research for the impromptu speech*i think*)
Conclusion : I have no self discipline.
ARGHHHH!I need to change. I just had a breakdown I guess yesterday,life isn't fair,AT ALL.
I'm such a procrastinator. Saying that I'll do all of it. Giving a slap across my face to wake up please.

Anyway,back to quotes :
' God puts people in your life for a reason, and removes them for your life for a better reason.'
Yeah,I should start believing in this quotes. For sure,there are better reasons why she is not with us anymore right? I miss her,a lot. I wish I talked more to her,buy something for her,have a night out with her,bring her to Genting at least,let her have all the fun,buy her more clothes. I MISS HER. And there's nothing I can do to undo all of these. God,I just wish she is better up there,she is the purest and kindest girl I've ever known. I guess her life is better with you up there. I feel like I'm such a useless cousin,I don't even visit her grave yet, I miss you,a lot. I wish you had the chance to study here,if that happens,for sure you are still here with me,with us.

It's scary how sometimes you were just playing with some games,
and there,it hits you perfectly.
I was just trying to do this quiz,and yeah
'The person you like but your relationship cannot work is in space 7.'
SO TRUE O.O

I strained my neck while trying to crack it =="
Doesn't make sense?
Welcome to reality :)
And it hurts so bad,I can't even look at their other direction.
My friends are making fun of it.
Well,i hope you guys do get one soon(from sleeping in a wrong position maybe XD),
and knows how I feel.*touchwoodtouchwood*

I'm suppose to post quotes daily,
but I'm totally someone who seriously can't do routines,
cause after sometimes I'll just forget to do it.

Anyway,here you go :
"I came to Los Angeles for the first time in 1994. I spoke no English. I only knew how to say two sentences: One was, 'How are you?' The other was, 'I want to work with Johnny Depp.' "
– Penelope Cruz
Now,she had a contract with Mango and Ralph Lauren and many others.
Not to mention she is nominated in Golden Globe and Academy Awards.
One of the top models in this decade.
Don't ever give up.
It seems hard at first,but you'll pass it anyway XD

He had another accident yesterday TT

I messed up.

I'm just so tired everyday.

Weekend ends TT

Goodbye March,Hello April.

I'm gonna miss March a lot.

Yeah,it might not be the best month ever,

yeah,it was disappointing(yeah,very in fact),

but nevertheless, I have some important moments of my life on that month XD

and I'm gonna miss it XD

I'm gonna miss SS3.

Seriously,it wasn't enough XD

For the first time in my 16 years of living,

I met 4 people who have the same birthday with me <3

One of them is my beloved English's teacher, Ms. Julia,

who is getting married next week! (Congrats Miss-soon-to-be-Mrs. XD)

The other 3 are my friends,

one is a fan of SJ as well,

one is a friend in the same program,

and one is an awesome new buddy XD

I did something new yesterday (which I challenge myself to do so),

I taught my cousin how to fold a crane XD

Thanks to the booth in Sunway Pyramid (located around McD),

we folded a few cranes for Japan XD

It was around 10:30pm,mostly all the shops are closed XD

I almost forgot how to do it and planned to follow the instructions stated,

but the instructions are killing me =="

I can understand only the first step =="

In the end,I tried to recall my memory and I succeeded XD

The more awesome thing is we can write messages on the wings!

I really hope a lot of people would actually spend a few minutes of their time to fold those cranes!

Pray for Japan! Show them that you care.

And please donate if you have extra money,

those money are better used for them rather than for your shopping or your entertainment.

Quotes for the day:

"Life is like riding a bicycle, in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving."

So, just move on with your life,

although there are times when you just think,

'Damn it. I don;t think I can ever pass this.'

Trust me,you will,but it'll take times.

So,I'm gonna learn from this quote and move on with my own life.
x

I'm craving for caramel.