Truth is, I would make the same choice.
I'm too much of a coward to confront problems like that.
I will pretend as if it never happened or as if I heard nothing.
I will let it pass by me.
I will carry on with my life as if it never happened.
Although deep inside it will kill me.
Although every night that is all I can think about.
Although I know I will be the only one being bothered by this.
I know.
I did.
Why is it so hard to love people who loves you?
You want to but you can't.
It's much easier if I can.