Out of all time,I have to be so obsessed with all the shows now.
WHY YOU SO NICE TO WATCH K-SHOWS?!
DARN IT. Another nice weekend without studying,and at this hour,I haven't sleep.
Thanks to 2Days and 1Night,Oh! My School,Running Man,and so many out there.
I'm so dead =="
And Kyuhyun has to be so adorable at the fan meeting,singing randomly like that.
WHY NOW WHY NOW?!
And why do I have this Song Joong Ki fever now?! Why can't you wait till after EE?
I'm gonna be zombie after EE =="

No school tomorrow. FUN FUN FUN <3
Only Ausmat have holidays though,other buhbye XD
YAYYYYY!!
But I haven't start studying. Screw my time-and-task management =="
Anyway,wanted to show some pictures XD
Now you know why there are soooo many spoilt kids. Yeah,maybe Malaysia and Indonesia are not this bad yet. But this happened,even in my hometown =="as much as I don't want this to happen,but yeah,it happened. Pretty sure when you are a grown up,you are going to regret for all the stupid shits you did. If you are 17 and virgin,people are going to think of you as uncool. Who the hell make this stereotype?! Idk,but I think virginity is something you should keep until you got married.

Have you ever tried the above? Advice,if you haven't,don't even try ==" I tried this when I was like ermm,7 or 8,yeah,I thought it would be awesome that I can walk on water or float or something awesome,but,I get drown. -______- Yeah,with no one around me,I thought I'm going to die.Luckily I touched the side of the pool and dragged myself up. I felt like I was just washed away by a huge tide. The water is going to your mouth and nose and you can't scream for help. ATTENTION TO ALL THE KIDS : DON'T TRY THIS ANYWHERE! This is still a bad memory up till now. It was hard (okay,really hard) to get up.

Yeah,that's the worst thing. That's why I'll never tell him. He could hear me. And look at me differently and other people might now and other people will know this and so on. Terrible.

Last photos,
Idk why,but I find that this picture is breath taking. (blame the girly side of me!) I love love love this picture. It's just so warm and nice and romantic and sweet and every girl's dream,okay,I need to stop.
Anyway,night people.I'm off to Big Bang Theory XD

It's weekend weekend weekend. Fun fun fun <3
I've always love weekend! It'll better if it will never end though.
Thanks to Teacher's Day and Wesak Day,I got 4days off from college.
But,the fun end there,right there exactly.
2 weeks after today,okay,correction,about 9 or 10 days from now,I'll behaving my EE.
Yupp,yeah,hooray,fooyah. HELL NO!
I haven't prepare at all,AT ALL. ( when I say at all,I mean it.)
Not even one subject,not even one chapter.
Congratulations for ruining your college life buddy!
I have to start studying and stop procrastinating.
As in right now Ermmm,from tomorrow onwards.
But,I really want to finish Plain Truth before my EE.
I know I've been reading that book since forever,I don't have any time to read it!
Screw my time management. I have like the worst time management ever.
Thanks to Kpop and Kyuhyun and How I Met Your Mother and The Big Bang Theory and Vampire Diaries(thanks you finish your season this week) and Gossip Girl and Breakout Kings and Sometimes Glee and Korean Drama and We Got Married and new movies and variety shows. I'm busy,like all the time.
How I really wish time would stop and give me more time to study.-_______________-

Anyway,I found this superbly awesome picture.
I wish I can go to each and every place in this picture. That would be my death wish I guess XD
I don't mind dying. Not that I want to die,but,if God really wants to take my life now. I totally don't mind. We all know that we'll die at one point in our life,it's just that some have it sooner or later than the others. So if God,really wants to take my life now as in right now,the things I'll regret are not given the chance to say goodbye to my parents and family and yeah,some friends,not given the chance to take selca with kyuhyun(i know i know,i'm dreaming wayyy too much right?),not given the chance to eat the best red bean paste ever,not given the chance to try the top 10 roller coaster in this world(okay,maybe I'll try all of it when I'm a spirit XD),not given the chance to eat the best food ever and not given the chance to try macaroons. I appreciate my life,seriously,I mean I'm so damn luckily to even be able to type all of this with my own laptop,with unifi internet line,with light in my room in my own clothes(seriously,some of the people out there can't even wear their own clothes!). I'm grateful for each and every blessing that God has given me. Count your blessings. Yes,there are other people out there who are so much better than you,but you realise that there are so many people out there that are having a worse life compare to yours? Some don't even know their parents,some lost their parents,some can't even see or hear,can't even go to school,can't even have electricity,can't even eat a proper three-times meals,can't even have a hand phone,can't even sleep without having to worry about what to eat,can't even sleep soundly because war is happening right outside their doors and windows,can't even get a fan in their house,can't even have money to buy a house,can't even get clean water and so many other things that they can't do,not because they don't want to,they just simply couldn't. I know it's bad to compare your life to others,but if you keep comparing your self to others whom you think are better,think out of the box and see how your life is so much much much more better than other people.

Anyway,I know you can make it through. I know I'll see you on Wednesday. Just go through all of this now and we can get a cup of ice cream later <3 I can't wait for EE to be over and maybe we can have slumber party! You have my prayers!

Everything just seems to be error-ing all the time isn't it?
Hmm,I just you would be different you know.
Because you've been in this kind of position.
But yeah, 'prince charming'.
I should have known that you are just going to be the same like others =="
I understood,totally.
I mean,who would want aluminium when you can get silver?
You think they are worth it,go on.
I can't blame you.
Who am I to even tell you 'heads up,look,see,observe. why can't you realise this?'
It's all your choice of course. :)
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and you,when you need help,you always look for us? but thanks for all the pay back =="
appreciated!

12. Five guys whom you find attractive.
Well,I would love to name five people I know in real life but that would be some kind of privacy violation XD I can name you like 15 people in Sunway alone XD Anyway,since it says whom,I should probably give a name rather than characteristics. Honestly,I would love to put all koreans as the five guys,but I know it would be so boring. So,here we go.
- Cho Kyu Hyun (조규현), a member of Super Junior.
 He got such a good sense of humor, funny, isn't some attention seeker,awkwardly shy,talented,gamers,loves games and wait till you hear his voice. OMG,best thing ever. All you need is just to hear his solo,you will get rid of your insomnia. * exaggerating*. But seriously,he sounds so awesomely good. He's a fast learner too,like two years ago,he dance so funnily,but now,he's like one of the top dancer :) Well,he recently raps too in SS3. Well,where else can you get the best package of  a boy,sings good-learning in rapping-dancer-said that he wants to pay for your food-funny-awkwardly shy-sweet smile-evil smile-smirks-patients-eats cutely(okay,I have to stop,this list can go on for like another 500 words),he got all of it XD

- Chace Crawford, plays Nate Archibald in Gossip Girl.
 Thanks to those blue eyes, messy hair and those stares. Okay,boys probably don't understand this,but just ask random girls around you,who wouldn't fall for him? Okay,at least 8 out of 10 girls will XD And little did I know that he dubbed a voice from Family Guy,well,gotta watch it after EE.

-Jim Parsons, plays Sheldon Lee Cooper in The Big Bang Theory.
How can you not find this guy attractive? I got hooked by him after like three or four episodes. He's just so freaking awesome in playing Sheldon. His 'Bazinga' just become one of my most favorite word ever. Fun fact,do you know that he's 38? Well,I was shocked when i first knew it. A 38-year-old guy playing Sheldon Cooper! His meemaw,Shelly nickname,clumsiness,weirdness,genius-ness,he's just basically awesome. Even just by hearing his voice,I will have a smile on my face. I just did some researches and found that he's gay.O.O! Neil Patrick Harris too,two of my most favourite character in both of my favourite shows are gay. This proves that gay people are awesome too. Another reason why you should not go against gays. Go NPH and JP <3

- Paul Wesley,plays Stefan Salvatore in Vampire Diaries.
 Okay,I know that I sounds totally like a couch potato. I watch lots of shows and that's why my grades have been going down rather than going up XD I love his hair and those eyes and his vampire teeth. Seriously,his teeth in kind of naturally vampire-ish XD Those stares,he just has to look at you for like 5 seconds,and you'll feel like you are in heaven. (Note : This applies only to girls,if you are a boy and this applies to you too,well,you better have it checked XD) Sadly,he's taken. T___T But still can be your eyes candy XD

-TOP,a member of Big Bang.
His stares*gasp*. Okay,I admit that I have a weakness on guy hot stares. Not those creepy or pedophiles stares,the stares that the above guys are giving. The one that gives you 'salting' (kind of don't know what to do), 'awww', 'damn,what should I do','arghhh,get our eyes off me,joking,please look back',etc kind of reactions. When he raps,his deep voice is just going to sweep you off your feet, Seriously,HAWTNESS! There is one part in Big Bang's 'Tonight' where he'll say 'Good nite',seriously you are going to be avhashdggasjhdbjfdsbjd after that XD


Hmmm,I do find guys like George Clooney, Robert Downey Junior, Neil Patrick Harris, Logan Lerman, Sandar Keynes,and a hell lots bunch of other guys attractive as well. Too bad that this list only want five where I can give you like 10000 guys XD


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'Destiny is for losers. It's just a stupid reason to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen.'
- Leighton Meester.
And this is exactly why I love her. She has her own opinion and stand for it.

11. Your family.
I'm really glad that I have my family. I have five siblings,and awesome parent. I love my youngest sister to death although she's somehow annoying at times. I love my even more annoying brother who loves playing badminton and sociable. I love my most annoying brother who loves Kpop too. I love my annoying and talks a lot and throws sarcasm and criticism easily. I love my oldest brother that used to make me cry every day. I love my mom that keep forgiving all the mistakes that I've made. I love my dad that seems cool in the outside but actually cares a lot inside. I love how my dad always ask me 'do you have enough money?' in every phone call. Yeah,I'm just going to say 'Yes. I have. I haven't change the money bla bla bla.' I mean,how rude am I if I say I don't have enough XD We rarely eat together in one table,cause when I'm home,one of my brother is some where else. My dad sometimes have to be out of town. My sister will be talking for the whole time and ended up not finishing her food. My annoying brother-who loves Kpop- doesn't want any fruit after meals and can even cry if you force him to eat that. We rarely have family vacation, as my dad is busy and someone have to take care of the shop. My brother are not free most of the times. We live miles apart. I miss family dinners. The only time we all will be together is probably Chinese New Year,well just for three or four days. I miss how my sister always sings and dance and act like she doesn't give a damn if she is tired. I remember how she can dance and sings a little Kpop songs like Hoot, Run Devil Run, Gee, Sorry Sorry,basically she is a Sone because my brother is. No worries,I'll turn you to an Elf when you are older XD I miss them.


Words can be very powerful. Why not use them to lift someone up today rather than knock them down?
Please,try to make someone happy at least once a day. You'll be surprised how it actually makes you happy in the inside as well.

Since the other post is quite long I'm gonna post the quote/saying here :
“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”
- James Dean


I will <3
OMG,stop that funny face XD
Thank you iCare Day,I was even trembling I guess XD
But I screwed up my EALD paper. As expected I know,it's english.
There's a reason why I don't believe my SPM results and the 1119 results. 
I guess I better stick with fictions,I have been writing fictions for all my test and exams in secondary school.
I can't do facts essay,seriously can't,but I have no choice since EALD only have facts essay options. Damn it.
I guess my 5th subject is either Eng or Psych,I'm hopeless ==

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that play.
Kissing you - SNSD ; Rocketeer - Far East Movement ft Ryan ; One time - CN Blue ; Tok Tok - Mighty Mouth ft Soya ; Evacuate the Dance Floor - Cascada ; Happy Bubble - Donghae,Kyuhyun & Han Ji Min ; The Story of Us - Taylor Swift ;  Shy Boy - Secret ; Lie -FT Island ; 창문을 열어 - Seungri feat G-Dragon.
As you can see from my shuffled songs,I <3 Kpop. Haha.


Today is our last iCare day and we manage to sell of all our stuff,yeah,some dadih left and some food that look like doughnuts but i gave them to the Kakak there. They appreciate it very much. Why can't people be thankful like them?

Anyway,all the profit are going to be given to a home. I'm sure that the money will be in good hand and will be used for something useful. I hope with all the money we gather,those who receive whatever they are going to receive is going to have a huge smile on their faces. :)

Thanks to all those that help and volunteer themselves, yeah, I'm in no place to say things like this but thanks a lottttt <3To all those people who buy anything at our booth from curry-puff to nasi lemak. BIG THANKS TO YOU GUYS <3 & bigger thanks to those people that bought the stuff on both days XD The guy that bought jelly with various flavors,I salute you XD When you keep coming back for more it was like saying our pudding is so freaking nice *okay, exaggerating a little :)* To some of the March in-takers that helped,OMG,you guys are so busy but still have time to help.*bows bows bows*

Thanks also to Ms.Diana that helped us to clean up the place. Pretty sure,it was quite a funny sight for the students. Sorry >< To all the teachers that helped to make the food and to 'clean up' the food XD To Ms.Shanti,too bad the Kakak forgot to make the Mee Hun and Mee Goreng today. And to Mr.Oliver that 'forced' his students to buy the Maruku and Rose. Big hugs.*jk*

ANYWAY,THANKS TO ALL OF YOU WHO PARTICIPATES IN ANY AND EVERY WAY! Give yourself a clap for supporting this XD

Labels: iCare day

9.How important you think education is.
Honestly? Yes,you need a job when you are older although you are a girl. But seriously doesn't care,job doesn't mean you have to go school get a degree and graduate from a popular college/universities. There are so many people out there who are earning quite a lot just by giving classes for stitching, making cupcakes or selling diy stuff. Just do what you love to do. If you hate education,why cares? Well,other people care. Like your parents,aunts,uncles,grandparents, neighbors,etc. I hate to say this but yeah,education is important in the modern lifestyle.We are living in a society that look high on those people who have a degree,who are rich and have the power and look down on those people that work their a** off and do jobs that a lot of people wouldn't do(like cleaning,etc) and those people that work like 3 or 4 jobs earn less that those CEO who just need to sign papers. Those rich kids wasting their parents money on drugs or smokes. World is unfair isn't it? It has always been.

Quote : If you are going be two-faced at least make one of them pretty.

8. What you ate today.
Fried rice and sandwich, papaya, some pocky, 2 packets of biscuits, yogurt, rice with 2 side dishes, chocolate, some nata de coco, sweets,that's all I can remember.

I really hope that my pudding will sold out tomorrow,if not,I'll just walk around and force people to buy :D

Words :
 Focus on problems, you'll have more problems. When you focus on possibilities, you'll have more opportunities. Dream. Wish. Make it happen.

7. Five pet peeves.
I seriously had no idea what was this at first,but luckily Uncle Google helped me and now I understood.
- When people just ignore me lots of times when I try to talk to them nicely. Seriously,you are not even busy,pay a little attention when people talk to you. I'm just asking some pretty simple questions and you act like you didn't hear me.
- When people denied that they said something and even swear they said so. Duh,I'm like 1000000% sure you said the opposite.
-When people just got angry to me for no reason. Being emo and angry is different. I mean some people can  just suddenly be so rude to you,wth do you want?!
-When I got angry. I'm kinda out of control XD
-When people blame make their scape goat. I HATE IT!

Ermm,I know that I'm suppose to like post this one per day but I just forgot/busy/lazy posting it. :) Anyway,tomorrow is my Chem test which I haven't study,planning to study later,after I get bored in front of my laptop XD Ermmm,today I did my Psychology poster,hell,it's so freaking hard ==" The biggest regret in my life(for this hour)! I should have just taken Account,pretty sure it would be easier ==" I need a longggg holiday. This whole weekend and Monday I've been just relaxing. Staying as far as I can from books. Ended up having tonnes of homeworks,for every subject. Congrats Girl,way to go to fail all your subjects.

Anyway,SJ-M is coming!!!*chicken dancing* YAYYY!YIPPEE!HURAYYYYY! Can't wait! And it's free,awesome!! Love you Minister! *can't imagine how many times I've been saying this* Luckily my last paper is on 27,but it's gonna be hard as hell. I haven't done any of revision yet and I'm like so weakk in all subjects ==" SCREWED!

AND I found an awesome show to watch from yesterday onwards, Breakout Kings! From the producer of Prison Break. Yeah,the story is kind of moving too fast but awesome brain. The writer is so freaking creative! Wish I can think out of the box like that.

I also kind of found my remedy to all the stress I have,watch How I Met Your Mother or The Big Bang Theory every and each day. Trust me,you'll feel better XD It's gonna be legen-wait for it-----DARY! And Bazinga! I <3 how Sheldon laughs XD *heh heh heh heh*

How I wish I have a friend like Sheldon :D

Quote : Winners are not people who never fail, but people who never quit.