Cause I know how much it hurts, I don't want you to go through the same thing.
Yet, I'm still being a fool. Sigh.

Like the title said, bipolar you. No one ever ask you like me please? If you dislike what I did then just leave me alone. Like seriously. If you think I annoy you, stay the fucking away.

Since it's trending, why not? :) Socially awkward. I think. Weird. When he smiles, it's like one of those cheeky boy smile? With the teeth and all. Shy. Definitely shy. Haha.

Why #TalkAboutYourLove is not trending? It will be like gamer, drinker, sleeper, singer, dancer. Muahaha. I miss him :/ Cheeky smile. Adorable boyish smile. Awkwardness. Weird. Sleepwalker. Funny. Adorable. Velvety voice. Dream like voice. Lullaby singer. What am I typing now?

And have anyone seen this? Hilarious.

Oh Lord. It was so stupid. I don't know why, but attention seeker I guess? And do you know it's bad to purposely making people feel guilty?

I feel pathetic. Oh, wait, I really am. I can't help it. I hate myself too for this. And it was nice knowing more about you and without me realizing it, I fell. But I know this is not supposed to happen. It will be weird and we couldn't go back once it's out. The rare meet-ups is enough for me. Have you ever? And you might not be the most beautiful person to me now, but yeah, I am happy. Like why haven't I notice you all this time. Haha.

You wait and wait and wait. But people are people and we got tired too.

I have been reading lots of short stories nowadays. Ugh, I just have so many ideas in my head that it wouldn't stop. I start questioning about simple things in life too. I start asking myself what would you do if you were in that position? Love, affair, life, friendship, family. A to Z. Complicated stuff.

My exams is coming up soon. Wish me luck will you? Sigh. Asking for the impossible.

And found some really good songs too. I probably should blog about those songs. The lyrics are trying to say what I've been way too cowardly and afraid to say out. I want to let you listen to it. I want to send you all those messages. What can I do so that you would listen? What should I do so that you would notice?

Again, way too much sad ballads I'm listening to nowadays.

Who won the worst-timing-of-the-decade award? Me. I seriously cannot find anyone else who would have such a bad timing. I swear I stopped caring about you. Then I saw someone retweeting it, then I got worried for a second. Then yeah, I was stupid. So so stupid. Unbelievably stupid.

And that guy, that was disrespectful. I felt so disgusted.

And Dae-nim, thank you for defending me :) I hope you had a good day today!

Sometimes, there are just times where I just miss you. A lot. And it kills to know I cannot do anything about it.