i miss you. period.

I was the one that got away. So, just gonna shut up and stand back.

When you let something or someone go, it feels awesome. No more longing feeling for that particular one. No more hoping. One day,you just gonna realize and tell yourself, 'Heck. It's not gonna happen. Ever. Don't say never say never to me cause I said ever, not never.' When you start thinking clearly, you gonna realize how stupid you've been and just want to move on. No matter if those hopes still blink and twinkle to you, trust me, give up and live a new life. A better one. One that you gonna appreciate 10 years from now and makes you feel like you want to high five yourself for moving on. This is how I gonna live my life. Bye hope, you still twinkle, even more now that I decided to move on, but no, leave me alone. Live your life and I'm gonna live mine.
p.s, you still have that super dazzling smile. That's like one thing that never gonna change. Haha.
p.p.s, it's so nice to finally feel free. To live your life for yourself.
p.p.p.s, I just realize. People who don't expect anything is the one that usually have the best surprise in their life. I guess I just have to learn to have no expectation. My expectations is too high. Way too high. Too much to ask. It kinda put me in my dreamland.