Ugh.
I hate December. It was sweet then it will always end in a sickeningly depressive way. Why December? Always bring me back to those times, how if i actually decided to go? Will it be happy ever after now? Just darn it.
And it's ending soon now. Yay. Goodbye bittersweet December. I'm not gonna miss you this time.
*takes shovel-shovel snow or dirt or whatever* there you go heart. Stay there. Don't you dare to come back and get hurt all over again. Stay there. Just stay. If not, you gonna break into million pieces again and the glue will be no use now. You cannot stick it back anymore. Don't come back here and get more damage. Be smart for once i beg you. Stop getting yourself hurt. You've had enough. *bury heart with snow and dirt*
Merry Christmas!
This is like the first time ever I'm not with any of my family member during Christmas. Not that we celebrate it or what, but we just get together and eat together or just go out together. Since this is like a public holiday. Sobs. I miss home. I honestly haven't even started studying anything. Two weeks ago it was like, 'I got two weeks. Still a long time. Start studying Sylvi. Don't regret this one.' But here I am, still enjoying my 'holiday'. I really need to study. Ugh.
Yesterday was spent well though :) I shopped and shopped and shopped till I literally feels like I'm gonna faint. Haha. At first, it was just like,'OMG! Great! Can't this ever get any better?' I did like the most impossible thing ever. Not bringing my wallet. Like WTF. And I just realize it once I'm at Forever 21's cashier. Like seriously. I really did not remember bringing the wallet. I had to go back and then take my wallet and went back to Pyramid again. And my phone had no credit. Luckily I had RM3 on my pocket. Just enough for the bus. Thank God, I was starting to think I'm so dead. Can't even go back. The unluckiest out of all. SO, just to pay back I take it as a sign from God telling me to shop and spend all of my money. Which I kind of did. Of course, I left some for transportation back home too. Looking at all the winter attire is making me want to get one as well. Ugh, so cute and light from Uniqlo! Should I or should I not? Dilemma. I shopped a lot! Like literally a lot a lot. Maybe I was pissed that I need to go back and get my wallet. Haha.
I spent my Christmas well though. I ate steamboat and pizzas *sparkle eyes and watering mouth*. :D and I watch Running Man. Looking at Monday couple, I realize that I'm really loving Gary's jokes and cheesy lines. OMG! If there is a guy that flirt with me like how Gary flirts with Ji Hyo will be awesome XD Monday Couple, Saranghae <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
So yeah, Merry Christmas all :)
I'm stupid. Like literally stupid. OMG!
.
I
don't know why, but I seemed so much happier last time, even last year.
Seriously, loneliness has a great effect on your emotional wellbeing. More
research should be carried out on this stuff. Haha. Even from my
writing, I can sense that it feels lighter? I write better too last time. Maybe
I should do more updates on my blogspot? I’ve been not really speaking English
as much as I used to. You see, I don’t have a roommate now. I hardly go out of
my room and then I watch Korean stuff and listen to Korean songs more than the
English ones. Even though we are Indonesians, Debby and I are so used to
speaking English to each other. But now she is in Jakarta, we are speaking in
Indonesian more? Just weird stuff. And usually I will talk and talk and talk
and talk (you get it right?) with Debby every like five minutes? Hence, I got
to practice my English more. Now, I have more Chinese speaking friends, and they
talk in Chinese among each other and even to me sometimes. And I don’t think I
talk that much anymore? I somehow miss the carefree me. The one that just speak
up whatever is on my mind without caring about a thing. But, as I get older I realize
that people are so judgemental. Or worse, laugh at you a lot. Idk why I never
notice these things before. It’s just weird now that I noticed it. Haha. And
how I never seem to finish anything! Like seriously Sylvi! I really need to
start pulling up my socks. And honestly, I actually miss English lesson. Where
I am supposed to write and write and write. Anyone free enough to give me
assignments and mark it? ;)
Enough of my blabbering.
Christmas is just like a few days away and I am like super excited for New Year but also pissed at the stupid timetable. I should start making rational bucket lists and resolutions again. And *cross-finger* that I will be able to accomplish it :)
Ugh.
I hate December. It was sweet then it will always end in a sickeningly depressive way. Why December? Always bring me back to those times, how if i actually decided to go? Will it be happy ever after now? Just darn it.
And it's ending soon now. Yay. Goodbye bittersweet December. I'm not gonna miss you this time.
*takes shovel-shovel snow or dirt or whatever* there you go heart. Stay there. Don't you dare to come back and get hurt all over again. Stay there. Just stay. If not, you gonna break into million pieces again and the glue will be no use now. You cannot stick it back anymore. Don't come back here and get more damage. Be smart for once i beg you. Stop getting yourself hurt. You've had enough. *bury heart with snow and dirt*
Merry Christmas!
This is like the first time ever I'm not with any of my family member during Christmas. Not that we celebrate it or what, but we just get together and eat together or just go out together. Since this is like a public holiday. Sobs. I miss home. I honestly haven't even started studying anything. Two weeks ago it was like, 'I got two weeks. Still a long time. Start studying Sylvi. Don't regret this one.' But here I am, still enjoying my 'holiday'. I really need to study. Ugh.
Yesterday was spent well though :) I shopped and shopped and shopped till I literally feels like I'm gonna faint. Haha. At first, it was just like,'OMG! Great! Can't this ever get any better?' I did like the most impossible thing ever. Not bringing my wallet. Like WTF. And I just realize it once I'm at Forever 21's cashier. Like seriously. I really did not remember bringing the wallet. I had to go back and then take my wallet and went back to Pyramid again. And my phone had no credit. Luckily I had RM3 on my pocket. Just enough for the bus. Thank God, I was starting to think I'm so dead. Can't even go back. The unluckiest out of all. SO, just to pay back I take it as a sign from God telling me to shop and spend all of my money. Which I kind of did. Of course, I left some for transportation back home too. Looking at all the winter attire is making me want to get one as well. Ugh, so cute and light from Uniqlo! Should I or should I not? Dilemma. I shopped a lot! Like literally a lot a lot. Maybe I was pissed that I need to go back and get my wallet. Haha.
I spent my Christmas well though. I ate steamboat and pizzas *sparkle eyes and watering mouth*. :D and I watch Running Man. Looking at Monday couple, I realize that I'm really loving Gary's jokes and cheesy lines. OMG! If there is a guy that flirt with me like how Gary flirts with Ji Hyo will be awesome XD Monday Couple, Saranghae <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
So yeah, Merry Christmas all :)
I'm stupid. Like literally stupid. OMG!
.
I
don't know why, but I seemed so much happier last time, even last year.
Seriously, loneliness has a great effect on your emotional wellbeing. More
research should be carried out on this stuff. Haha. Even from my
writing, I can sense that it feels lighter? I write better too last time. Maybe
I should do more updates on my blogspot? I’ve been not really speaking English
as much as I used to. You see, I don’t have a roommate now. I hardly go out of
my room and then I watch Korean stuff and listen to Korean songs more than the
English ones. Even though we are Indonesians, Debby and I are so used to
speaking English to each other. But now she is in Jakarta, we are speaking in
Indonesian more? Just weird stuff. And usually I will talk and talk and talk
and talk (you get it right?) with Debby every like five minutes? Hence, I got
to practice my English more. Now, I have more Chinese speaking friends, and they
talk in Chinese among each other and even to me sometimes. And I don’t think I
talk that much anymore? I somehow miss the carefree me. The one that just speak
up whatever is on my mind without caring about a thing. But, as I get older I realize
that people are so judgemental. Or worse, laugh at you a lot. Idk why I never
notice these things before. It’s just weird now that I noticed it. Haha. And
how I never seem to finish anything! Like seriously Sylvi! I really need to
start pulling up my socks. And honestly, I actually miss English lesson. Where
I am supposed to write and write and write. Anyone free enough to give me
assignments and mark it? ;)
Enough of my blabbering.
Christmas is just like a few days away and I am like super excited for New Year but also pissed at the stupid timetable. I should start making rational bucket lists and resolutions again. And *cross-finger* that I will be able to accomplish it :)
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