random again.
Seriously,I'm seriously bored and free today XD Please excuse the number of posts I made today XD
I'm like really crazy about braids these days,and chignons XD Sadly,I can't do both. Styling my hair is probably the second hardest thing for me. (First is drawing. I swear I can't draw. Not even straight lines,or graphs. I'm really terrible in drawing. I'm pretty okay with painting though XD) I can't even do the simple braid nicely,I'm really untalented in these stuff. Haha. Anyonw knows how to make this? Please teach me XD
Why is it that everytime when all seems to be okay and fine,something just have to ruin it? It's just like fate is playing with us. All I can say,fate hates us and we can do nothing about it.
Day 13.x
13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it.
*OMG,it has been months since my 'Day12' post. I'm just plain lazy XD*
I'm not skinny,my size is not zero,my pants is not 24,my feet is not 36/37,my shirt is not XS,my height is not 155cm or 175cm,but I pretty much comfortable with my body now. Of course,I do want to lose few pounds and wear size like 4 or 6 but I don't really mind though :) However,I really really really want to be taller,maybe like erm,170 or 175? :) I know it'll be really hard to get a perfect pair of jeans,but I just want to be taller. Haha. Even now,all of my jeans are basically at or above my ankle although the waist fit perfectly. I love the '29inch' jeans from Forever 21. The 27 inch are all around my ankle now. Imagine if I'm 175 or above,I can stand in the rockpitt zone but will still be able to watch the show at ease XD I don't have any defined feature on face too. (Maybe my eyebrows are pretty good,some people mistaken me for shaping it,I don't even use any make up or even facial foam,how the hell I can know how to shape my own eyebrow? -.-) So yeah,I'm really comfortable with it. I'm not the skinniest girl out there,I don't even fit the society's skinny measurement. But who cares? I love food. I need food. I eat more than most girls would eat,some boys too! I used to eat really a lot until I feel full and no space left for any food but I stopped doing that cause someone gave me a talk and how that's like wasting food. So now I just eat about half or less of what I use to eat,making my metabolism lower ==
So,conclusion,I love and comfortable with my body. If there's one thing I can change,let me be taller. ㅋㅋㅋ Maybe lose some fats and grow lean muscles instead,I want ti be healthy but to lazy to exercise now. I used to really love sports. I miss netball and badminton.
just a thought.
I pity those women who lives by this quote, who swear with it, who have this as their life motto, who have this as their 'best quote ever', who even think this quote is right. Those who lives by this quote for certain have never eat any dessert, chocolate, pizzas, burger, fried chicken, lasagna, bacon and so many other amazing food. I mean, how on earth 'nothing tastes as good as skinny feels' is true? I swear bacon or ice cream or chocolate taste hell lots better :) Nothing tastes as good as loving the body you have. If you think you need to lose some pounds,please do so. But don't do it because all of your friends laughed at you, this one cute guy 'hinted' that he prefers skinny girls, but do it because you love your body and prefer to be healthier. If those friends who laugh at you just because your body does not fit their 'normal body size' mindset/category, they probably do not deserve you as a friend. Be with friends who love you not because how you look like,be friends with those who love you because of your personality,just the way you are.
But,yeah,how many people now do not judge others? Just because you think they are different,you think they are weird. How the hell can you describe her as weird,she is just fun and a little bit different from your other friends. I don't see anything wrong with being fun and different. Maybe,that's just how society view someone,stereotype them and label them Why do we need labels anyway? Don't judge a book by it's cover. It may look nice on the outside,but inside it's just full of fakeness. Maybe it's like a durian, prickly from the outside and really nice in the inside :) *i'm crapping again -.-*
If the boy you have a crush one tell you that you should lose weight because he prefers skinny girls,leave him. He can even handle a few 'extras' pounds on your body,how the hell can he handle your wrinkles? Your coarse hand when you are old? More pound when you are old? Leave those guys. You deserve someone who doesn't mind with all your flaws and love you for who you are.
Yeah,I can't deny the fact that skinny is pretty good,you can fit in most of the clothes and don't have to worry whether the shops have the size of that cute top you've been aiming for. But no way I want to be those super skinny,size 0 models == I love food wayyyyyyyyyyy more than I love those skinny body. How can you walk without falling when your leg is the size of two pairs of chopsticks? How can you work all day when your body doesn't even have fats for source of energy? I just don't get it. But I envy those girls that have super active metabolisms. They'll just eat and eat and eat and yet their body is still as 'big' as half of mine. I don't blame you if it's in you genes,it just that there are some people out there that have anorexia,bulimia and other eating disorder.If I have eating disorder,my disorder will be overeating and I enjoy it so I don't think you can call it overeating :) They may have the pressure from their families,friends and yeah,society.
Last time,size 12or 14 is counted as sexy *Marilyn Monroe* but society view size 0 as sexy now. Well,maybe minus size is what define sexy in the future. Where all the 'beautiful' girls are as skinny as a bone,walking half deadly. Thanks, society!
LEE MIN HO!
See the title?
If you are not interested, please avoid from reading further than this line.
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OMG! He's so freaking awesome in City Hunter.
Like super duper uber so really omg awesome. * Okay,maybe i don't really watch actions movies, so for me, City Hunter is like super awesome*
But, OMG!!
I swear I hate him in Boys Over Flower, more like despise him. *BLAME THAT CURLY HAIRS*
But in City Hunter he is just dayummm XD
*sounded...weird*
AND PARK MIN YOUNG IS SO PRETTY!!!
With fair skin,pretty face,envy her a lot.
And Goo Ha Ra is pretty funny,and THAT PROSECUTOR! He's so cool,okay,a little bit awkward sometimes but fine XD
And don't really like Se Hee's *is that how you spell her name?* acting. It just seems....unnatural.
And I love Shin Eun Ah guard <3 and Gwang Soo is pretty funny XD
Back to title,he just look so damn fine in City Hunter. *Thanks to Photoshop maybe XD*
I love how Min Young and him bicker around. They will argue and argue and argue and Min Ho acting all so cool and Min Young got hurt,and he did something sweet.Well,he's just like so damn awesome. Maybe I just love his character in City Hunter XD
Who doesn't want a boyfriend like that? Good looking,MIT's graduate,nice,cool from the outside,caring,nice,awesome,amazing,and the list can go on and on and on XD The only bad thing probably is his 'father'. Man,why can't this man relax? It doesn't always have to be an eye for an eye. It will end up in a circle. No one is save. Damn!
And damn you Seo Yeong Rak(i forgot his name),how dare you do that to Kim Na Na?! You are so dead to Yun Seong. Ah,he got beaten so many times. And recently he even has to go to hospital due to accident. I swear I'm glad he's fine.
WHY YOU SO NICE CITY HUNTER?
WHY U NO BORING?
WHY U SO FUN?
There it goes,my Maths mark,Psych,Bio,Chem and EALD. No way I'm giving up on this drama. It is so damn awesome! <3
I love this a lot,okay,maybe not more and Kyu-ssi <3
I CAN'T WAIT FOR EP 9!! WHY YOU MAKE ME WAIT PRODUCER?
I swear I can't wait for one more week. Damn damn damn damn damn!
P.S.,WHY U NO KISS HER YUN SEONG?! It's like one in a million chance and just let it go like that. WAY TO GO YUN SEONG*sarcasm there*.
EP.9,COME COME COME TO ME!
I WANNA WATCH YOU! <3
SARANGHAEYO LEE YUN SEONG<3
OMG! My inner fangirl for another person just rushing back XD How much I love him and Park Min Young? While I watch the drama,I screamed and screamed *I was wearing an earphone* till Debby had to start throwing stuff at me so I would keep quiet,but hell no man. There are a lot of moments where you'll just go ASDFGHJKL:Msnjbssoubajb!!! <3="" ahjussi="" and="" hee="" legs,arghh,complicated.<="" long="" married="" p="" se="" to="" was="">
happyyyyyyyyy.
I'm happy today. *loud voice in my head : LIELIELIELIELIE*
Heck yeah, I'm not. I'm upset in fact. But, do I really look someone who has lots of choice?
Mehhh,giving up! :(
Anyway, who the hell are you? I hate hate hate hate hate hate and hate when I can't recognize someone. I'm like 99.99% sure I know you or at least have a mutual friend. Damn, why is my brain has lesser capacity now? Infected by virus? I'm like really terrible with my memories now. Damn! But still, what you did was rude. You don't steal a cab from a woman (or a girl),be gentleman for human's sake. Men (boys) these days are so hopeless =="
I'm really worried about my body now. I'm eating like really a lot ==" I know you shouldn't starve yourself and what so ever, but I also think that you shouldn't fill your stomach with overeating. It's not healthy for both. As long I don't eat rice, I'm like forever hungry. *screw you body* For example, I ate Chee Cheong Fun(don't know how to spell it),with Curry-puff and Soya and I don't feel anything in my stomach. Also today, we had our lunch in Asian Cafe and then have a bowl of Snow Flakes dessert and go home. Well, some of them shared the Snow Flakes, but not for me. I was like really hungry and even finishing Debby's dessert. Damn you body! I take away a bowl of dessert as well and ate Ice Potong in school. It's so ahmazinggggg! I miss Ice Potong. I was like looking all over the place for it and *tadaa* Common Place have it! Ice Potong Red Bean is the best. I don't get my sudden crave for red bean as well, and sesame ball and taro ball, and peanuts and pearls, and ice cream and barney and green beans and sweet potato and red bean again. It's just simply amazing <3 And now I'm going to eat another curry-puff, maybe spaghetti later. Argghhhh, hunger. So f-ing hungry. What's wrong with you stomach? 'Enough is enough!' :) Please stop craving for so many food. You even ate 2 plates of Chicken Rice *girls don't usually do that* and you still feel hungry after that.
Anyway, who the hell am I to you? I shouldn't feel anything at all. That's like saying the whole ocean belong to you! *exaggeration * I have to change. DAMN! Why are you so lucky? I shouldn't feel anything I know. I'm just...wondering. Big question mark, why. You have a better life, just please don't take this one.
And I don’t know. I’m like depressed all the time. WHAT’S WRONG?! Emo-ish. Feel so down. I just wanna be at home again, and have a proper rest. I’m tired. Tired of this world, the non-sense, some people in it, friends, teachers, college, studies, assignments, life, I’m tired.
I NEED A KARAOKE SESSION!
To release my anger, sadness, emo-ness, tiredness. ARGHH!
rest.
I need to fix my body clock. 3am and I'm totally awake now. It's like I just consumed 1 kg of cotton candy. My mind is over thinking. My eyes is wide open. My mood is hyper. I'm basically high = ="
Damn you Maths test. I have to start studying tomorrow.
Damn you Bio group work. I have to start doing it tomorrow.
Damn you Psy IR(?). I have to start doing you tomorrow.
See,all the works that I have? Just gonna compile it and do nothing. Pretty sure tomorrow I'll be watching some shows,Inkigayo performances,some variety shows,some Kyu's fancam. Great. My life is just great.
Why am I so lazy? Oh God. Please help me. Slap me across my face so that I'll start to work again. Where is the smart little girl in preschool? She is just gone now. You can't even do some super simple Maths questions. Where is the smart little girl in primary school? Definitely she is not here anymore. High school spoiled me. No competition,no rush,no homeworks,few tests,few subjects. Thanks SPM and your curriculum. Okay,not your fault. It's just that I'm lazy,super lazy. How to change? ARGHHH. So many works,so little time.
And I still have time to worry about all these. I should be sleeping now. Stop disappointing yourself and your parents. You know you can do better. You are so much better than this,esp your maths. Totally my 5th subjects,but my chem isn't that good as well,darn it. Thank you Bio. God bless you :)
LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY SONG <3 Playing in my head right now.
random again.
Seriously,I'm seriously bored and free today XD Please excuse the number of posts I made today XD
I'm like really crazy about braids these days,and chignons XD Sadly,I can't do both. Styling my hair is probably the second hardest thing for me. (First is drawing. I swear I can't draw. Not even straight lines,or graphs. I'm really terrible in drawing. I'm pretty okay with painting though XD) I can't even do the simple braid nicely,I'm really untalented in these stuff. Haha. Anyonw knows how to make this? Please teach me XD
Why is it that everytime when all seems to be okay and fine,something just have to ruin it? It's just like fate is playing with us. All I can say,fate hates us and we can do nothing about it.
Day 13.x
13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it.
*OMG,it has been months since my 'Day12' post. I'm just plain lazy XD*
I'm not skinny,my size is not zero,my pants is not 24,my feet is not 36/37,my shirt is not XS,my height is not 155cm or 175cm,but I pretty much comfortable with my body now. Of course,I do want to lose few pounds and wear size like 4 or 6 but I don't really mind though :) However,I really really really want to be taller,maybe like erm,170 or 175? :) I know it'll be really hard to get a perfect pair of jeans,but I just want to be taller. Haha. Even now,all of my jeans are basically at or above my ankle although the waist fit perfectly. I love the '29inch' jeans from Forever 21. The 27 inch are all around my ankle now. Imagine if I'm 175 or above,I can stand in the rockpitt zone but will still be able to watch the show at ease XD I don't have any defined feature on face too. (Maybe my eyebrows are pretty good,some people mistaken me for shaping it,I don't even use any make up or even facial foam,how the hell I can know how to shape my own eyebrow? -.-) So yeah,I'm really comfortable with it. I'm not the skinniest girl out there,I don't even fit the society's skinny measurement. But who cares? I love food. I need food. I eat more than most girls would eat,some boys too! I used to eat really a lot until I feel full and no space left for any food but I stopped doing that cause someone gave me a talk and how that's like wasting food. So now I just eat about half or less of what I use to eat,making my metabolism lower ==
So,conclusion,I love and comfortable with my body. If there's one thing I can change,let me be taller. ㅋㅋㅋ Maybe lose some fats and grow lean muscles instead,I want ti be healthy but to lazy to exercise now. I used to really love sports. I miss netball and badminton.
just a thought.
I pity those women who lives by this quote, who swear with it, who have this as their life motto, who have this as their 'best quote ever', who even think this quote is right. Those who lives by this quote for certain have never eat any dessert, chocolate, pizzas, burger, fried chicken, lasagna, bacon and so many other amazing food. I mean, how on earth 'nothing tastes as good as skinny feels' is true? I swear bacon or ice cream or chocolate taste hell lots better :) Nothing tastes as good as loving the body you have. If you think you need to lose some pounds,please do so. But don't do it because all of your friends laughed at you, this one cute guy 'hinted' that he prefers skinny girls, but do it because you love your body and prefer to be healthier. If those friends who laugh at you just because your body does not fit their 'normal body size' mindset/category, they probably do not deserve you as a friend. Be with friends who love you not because how you look like,be friends with those who love you because of your personality,just the way you are.
But,yeah,how many people now do not judge others? Just because you think they are different,you think they are weird. How the hell can you describe her as weird,she is just fun and a little bit different from your other friends. I don't see anything wrong with being fun and different. Maybe,that's just how society view someone,stereotype them and label them Why do we need labels anyway? Don't judge a book by it's cover. It may look nice on the outside,but inside it's just full of fakeness. Maybe it's like a durian, prickly from the outside and really nice in the inside :) *i'm crapping again -.-*
If the boy you have a crush one tell you that you should lose weight because he prefers skinny girls,leave him. He can even handle a few 'extras' pounds on your body,how the hell can he handle your wrinkles? Your coarse hand when you are old? More pound when you are old? Leave those guys. You deserve someone who doesn't mind with all your flaws and love you for who you are.
Yeah,I can't deny the fact that skinny is pretty good,you can fit in most of the clothes and don't have to worry whether the shops have the size of that cute top you've been aiming for. But no way I want to be those super skinny,size 0 models == I love food wayyyyyyyyyyy more than I love those skinny body. How can you walk without falling when your leg is the size of two pairs of chopsticks? How can you work all day when your body doesn't even have fats for source of energy? I just don't get it. But I envy those girls that have super active metabolisms. They'll just eat and eat and eat and yet their body is still as 'big' as half of mine. I don't blame you if it's in you genes,it just that there are some people out there that have anorexia,bulimia and other eating disorder.If I have eating disorder,my disorder will be overeating and I enjoy it so I don't think you can call it overeating :) They may have the pressure from their families,friends and yeah,society.
Last time,size 12or 14 is counted as sexy *Marilyn Monroe* but society view size 0 as sexy now. Well,maybe minus size is what define sexy in the future. Where all the 'beautiful' girls are as skinny as a bone,walking half deadly. Thanks, society!
LEE MIN HO!
See the title?
If you are not interested, please avoid from reading further than this line.
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OMG! He's so freaking awesome in City Hunter.
Like super duper uber so really omg awesome. * Okay,maybe i don't really watch actions movies, so for me, City Hunter is like super awesome*
But, OMG!!
I swear I hate him in Boys Over Flower, more like despise him. *BLAME THAT CURLY HAIRS*
But in City Hunter he is just dayummm XD
*sounded...weird*
AND PARK MIN YOUNG IS SO PRETTY!!!
With fair skin,pretty face,envy her a lot.
And Goo Ha Ra is pretty funny,and THAT PROSECUTOR! He's so cool,okay,a little bit awkward sometimes but fine XD
And don't really like Se Hee's *is that how you spell her name?* acting. It just seems....unnatural.
And I love Shin Eun Ah guard <3 and Gwang Soo is pretty funny XD
Back to title,he just look so damn fine in City Hunter. *Thanks to Photoshop maybe XD*
I love how Min Young and him bicker around. They will argue and argue and argue and Min Ho acting all so cool and Min Young got hurt,and he did something sweet.Well,he's just like so damn awesome. Maybe I just love his character in City Hunter XD
Who doesn't want a boyfriend like that? Good looking,MIT's graduate,nice,cool from the outside,caring,nice,awesome,amazing,and the list can go on and on and on XD The only bad thing probably is his 'father'. Man,why can't this man relax? It doesn't always have to be an eye for an eye. It will end up in a circle. No one is save. Damn!
And damn you Seo Yeong Rak(i forgot his name),how dare you do that to Kim Na Na?! You are so dead to Yun Seong. Ah,he got beaten so many times. And recently he even has to go to hospital due to accident. I swear I'm glad he's fine.
WHY YOU SO NICE CITY HUNTER?
WHY U NO BORING?
WHY U SO FUN?
There it goes,my Maths mark,Psych,Bio,Chem and EALD. No way I'm giving up on this drama. It is so damn awesome! <3
I love this a lot,okay,maybe not more and Kyu-ssi <3
I CAN'T WAIT FOR EP 9!! WHY YOU MAKE ME WAIT PRODUCER?
I swear I can't wait for one more week. Damn damn damn damn damn!
P.S.,WHY U NO KISS HER YUN SEONG?! It's like one in a million chance and just let it go like that. WAY TO GO YUN SEONG*sarcasm there*.
EP.9,COME COME COME TO ME!
I WANNA WATCH YOU! <3
SARANGHAEYO LEE YUN SEONG<3
OMG! My inner fangirl for another person just rushing back XD How much I love him and Park Min Young? While I watch the drama,I screamed and screamed *I was wearing an earphone* till Debby had to start throwing stuff at me so I would keep quiet,but hell no man. There are a lot of moments where you'll just go ASDFGHJKL:Msnjbssoubajb!!! <3="" ahjussi="" and="" hee="" legs,arghh,complicated.<="" long="" married="" p="" se="" to="" was="">
happyyyyyyyyy.
I'm happy today. *loud voice in my head : LIELIELIELIELIE*
Heck yeah, I'm not. I'm upset in fact. But, do I really look someone who has lots of choice?
Mehhh,giving up! :(
Anyway, who the hell are you? I hate hate hate hate hate hate and hate when I can't recognize someone. I'm like 99.99% sure I know you or at least have a mutual friend. Damn, why is my brain has lesser capacity now? Infected by virus? I'm like really terrible with my memories now. Damn! But still, what you did was rude. You don't steal a cab from a woman (or a girl),be gentleman for human's sake. Men (boys) these days are so hopeless =="
I'm really worried about my body now. I'm eating like really a lot ==" I know you shouldn't starve yourself and what so ever, but I also think that you shouldn't fill your stomach with overeating. It's not healthy for both. As long I don't eat rice, I'm like forever hungry. *screw you body* For example, I ate Chee Cheong Fun(don't know how to spell it),with Curry-puff and Soya and I don't feel anything in my stomach. Also today, we had our lunch in Asian Cafe and then have a bowl of Snow Flakes dessert and go home. Well, some of them shared the Snow Flakes, but not for me. I was like really hungry and even finishing Debby's dessert. Damn you body! I take away a bowl of dessert as well and ate Ice Potong in school. It's so ahmazinggggg! I miss Ice Potong. I was like looking all over the place for it and *tadaa* Common Place have it! Ice Potong Red Bean is the best. I don't get my sudden crave for red bean as well, and sesame ball and taro ball, and peanuts and pearls, and ice cream and barney and green beans and sweet potato and red bean again. It's just simply amazing <3 And now I'm going to eat another curry-puff, maybe spaghetti later. Argghhhh, hunger. So f-ing hungry. What's wrong with you stomach? 'Enough is enough!' :) Please stop craving for so many food. You even ate 2 plates of Chicken Rice *girls don't usually do that* and you still feel hungry after that.
Anyway, who the hell am I to you? I shouldn't feel anything at all. That's like saying the whole ocean belong to you! *exaggeration * I have to change. DAMN! Why are you so lucky? I shouldn't feel anything I know. I'm just...wondering. Big question mark, why. You have a better life, just please don't take this one.
And I don’t know. I’m like depressed all the time. WHAT’S WRONG?! Emo-ish. Feel so down. I just wanna be at home again, and have a proper rest. I’m tired. Tired of this world, the non-sense, some people in it, friends, teachers, college, studies, assignments, life, I’m tired.
I NEED A KARAOKE SESSION!
To release my anger, sadness, emo-ness, tiredness. ARGHH!
rest.
I need to fix my body clock. 3am and I'm totally awake now. It's like I just consumed 1 kg of cotton candy. My mind is over thinking. My eyes is wide open. My mood is hyper. I'm basically high = ="
Damn you Maths test. I have to start studying tomorrow.
Damn you Bio group work. I have to start doing it tomorrow.
Damn you Psy IR(?). I have to start doing you tomorrow.
See,all the works that I have? Just gonna compile it and do nothing. Pretty sure tomorrow I'll be watching some shows,Inkigayo performances,some variety shows,some Kyu's fancam. Great. My life is just great.
Why am I so lazy? Oh God. Please help me. Slap me across my face so that I'll start to work again. Where is the smart little girl in preschool? She is just gone now. You can't even do some super simple Maths questions. Where is the smart little girl in primary school? Definitely she is not here anymore. High school spoiled me. No competition,no rush,no homeworks,few tests,few subjects. Thanks SPM and your curriculum. Okay,not your fault. It's just that I'm lazy,super lazy. How to change? ARGHHH. So many works,so little time.
And I still have time to worry about all these. I should be sleeping now. Stop disappointing yourself and your parents. You know you can do better. You are so much better than this,esp your maths. Totally my 5th subjects,but my chem isn't that good as well,darn it. Thank you Bio. God bless you :)
LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY SONG <3 Playing in my head right now.
Hey there! Go on if you like. I write what I want. You have no rights here <3 Welcome to my blog.It's kinda boring,you can leave if you feel to.
I just turned 17 last 3rd March. I miss my high school life. I'm still a child inside. I look really mature if you know my real age. 
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