I had such a great dream last night. It made me smile all the way XD and it's not idol related. Haha. Seriously,I had the best dream so far in 2012. Well,for months I guess. I wasn't really the type that dream often. Also,my dream usually had me being chased by something or someone. I often have dreams that doesn't make sense at all. Well,it's what dreams are for right? I knew this guy,call him Po. Haha. He has a very 'refreshing' smile and a real nice guy. I didn't really talk to him for like years. Haha. It was very nice to see you in my dreams Po XD And I wish you to have a great year ahead :D And I didn't leave my super forgetful habit in my dreams. I mean,how I could ever forget? Luckily it was all just a dream.
Anyway,I saw a bucketlist of stuff to do in 2012 and I pretty much want to do them all. Yes,I know I won't be able to. So just let me start with 100 movies in 2012. Ain't that hard right? ;) At least,I fulfill one of things to do in 2011. I visited Korea. If I was given the chance to do it all over again,I would definitely do it differently. I would not take tours,but I know Debby's mom is never going to let her daughter follow me if we are going on our own. So,I'm just gonna saved up and go to Korea one day,without tour :) Although I really enjoy my own company,it was never advisable for a girl to go travelling alone. It's bad. It's always bad isn't it? Guys can go all by themselves and parents will guess it will be fine for them but not girls. I really want to go for a trip alone. All by myself. I'm guess I'm more to those kind of people who loves to be alone. I love watching alone, walking in a mall alone,shopping alone, reading alone. Yeah,I really enjoy my own company. Quiet,peaceful :) So I really hope that I can be all by myself this year,having my own single room. I'm seriously tired of sharing room with Debby. I've been sharing room with her for like 6 years? Enough is enough XD
I'm just really wishing everything will go smoothly this year. Better than last year I hope. For a new fresh start,I decided that I have to move one. Life is not gonna change if you are still gonna hold on to that clingy promise. It will never happen. You yourself know it. I decided last year that when the clock strikes midnight on December 31, I will move on. Put all those stuff behind me. Hey,people are going to disappoint you sooner or later. Those people did,why couldn't he? You owe me. How could I ever forget that? So,I'm gonna forget all those promises that those people were not able to keep. You might it was all just tiny little things that didn't mean anything,but I remember them. So,in 2012 now,I moved one. The day where I put it all behind, not caring,it felt good. It felt really good actually. When I read about it,I don't even give it a second thought. That was it. That's it. It felt so good not to care anymore :D and when you move on, the world seems brighter. Those burdens are no longer there. So,yeah,I'm really satisfied with this feeling. I've been better and I will be XD
If there's something that could made this moment even better is to find the answer I've been looking for.What do I want to do for life? I seriously shouldn't take any break. I'm a lazy bum, I'll just get lazier. Seriously. I really hope I find that answer soon, before I take those offer and make me regret my decision for life. God,please help me.

I hate to be sick.Well,who loves it I know. But I rarely fall sick. And now I have runny nose and cough and maybe fever tomorrow. Voila. Don't you just love it when they comes in one package? I guess I really need to sleep now. Ciao. The medicine is totally not making me feel any better. Not at all.