ermm,it's almost 4am in the morning but I totally don't feel sleepy at all. I know I really need to fix my body clock -.- night world. see you later!

ps,note to self : once a jerk,always be a jerk. don't fall for it again.

forever is the promise you know you couldn't keep.

ain't i right?
don't even try to defend yourself.
okay,maybe forever, but you forgot to tell me there will be someone new.
hmphhh.

I just realize why I'm single all this time.
I can't stand people telling each other 'ily' words every five minutes. Even on facebook -.-
Man, I get it, you love her, she loves you. But do you really have to tell each other that on facebook every single day? Can't you keep it between the two of you only? There's a reason why you have your phone and the message function. Text her -.- You don't have to write on her wall every single f day. It's too much.
Well,maybe other people are like 'aww.' , 'so cute' , 'you two are adorable', etc. I'm sorry, I can't stand it. Yeah,sue,it's none of my business, but it's my freaking news feed and I saw it every day. Omg,will you please? And those pictures are not yours, stop posting them everyday, I know it's sweet and blablabla. But your comment and his comment make me sick of it -.-

Does your eating habit depends on your mood? Today I'm like super hungry. I ate breakfast and even a lot for lunch. But now I'm like 'fridge fridge fridge'. I just ate cereal, chocolate , milk and some rice cakes and yet I still need some more food -.-FOOOOODDDDDDD. I need buffet, like immediately.

Labels: rant

I really need to getaway from college. Something like having the whole week off,not doing anything, not thinking anything, no caring anything. Too bad, I got no money to afford me those kind of holidays T_________T
And I'm like super want to go to Singapore to watch SS3 in 3D. I was like "WTF. Only Singapore?' Ughhhh. Super jealous. Maybe I'll really go if I can get the ticket. I'm just simple mad sometimes. Unpredictable. Even I, myself can be surprised at some of things I did. The stupid one,the brave one, the shameless one, the funny one, the brainless one, etc. Ermmm,just wait and see.
PS,all Malaysia's cinema shareholder or owner or whatever position who have,please air SS3 3D in Malaysia as well. I don't mind watching more than once. I'll bring my lightstick along as well!

直到永远
zhi dao yong yuan
Until forever


Since a lot of people are not really Lee Hom's fans,this is the lyrics from his old song, Forever Love. :) I love his songs, and when I look up for the lyrics,I love it even more XD Truthfully, I can consider myself as someone who doesn't speak chinese. The words I can recognize are wo, ni, ai, bu, le,1-10 XD that's it XD I don't learn Chinese in my hometown. Also rarely using it in my daily life, so tadaaaa, I can't speak Chinese. The only language I can speak fluently is probably just Indonesia, wait.... My family and 'kakak' have been complaining how sometimes my Indonesian language sounds super weird (I swear,it's probably just their mindset!). So, if they really think my Indonesian 'tak boleh pakai',I'm just fluent in Sarcasm, not even sign language, sometimes baby language. Hmphhhh. I totally lost my identity. And I need motivation to study. I totally can't study without any motivation. I can only excel or do well if someone bet with me. Totally no self-motivation -.-


Anyway,back to Lee Hom. Suddenly, I just thought of his songs and youtube-ing it XD I love Kiss Goodbye from him as well. Totally can relate to the lyrics XD Well,he might not be as famous as his rival, but who cares, he's totally awesome. He can sing, dance, compose, play hell lots of instruments, from modern to traditional. He speaks English (YAY! I don't have to learn Chinese XD). He's like one of the most wanted guy in my opinion :)


So,here you go, Wang Lee Hom - Forever Love.


Also, I recommend Wei Yi, Ni Bu Zai, Xin Tiao :)

i'm not sleepy at all. another sleepy day tomorrow == damn it! i need sleep but i can't sleep. i always think wayyy too much at night == anyway,today was a fairytale XD hahaha. it was really fun i can assure you. I saw him after 3 weeks? haha. and ryan higa's twins XD college is boring,so i guess it's not my fault to get the best out of it :)
ciao. gotta spazz more on sj XD can't wait for the mv,i swear!

I don't think it's her fault. well,I'm not as mad as her. I wasn't really that close after some event. I can't really be the best friend I guess. I suck at sticking up to people. But,everything you do,you must know your limit. Just wanna have fun is different :) Maybe she just doesn't know how t express herself better. You don't know lots of careless stuff that you'll do when you are overwhelm with emotions. I really feel I should give a longgg hug to her. Don't worry,everything will be fine :)
btw,I do curse but just like the first part XD