This holiday has been very productive to me. Well,if you have the same mindset of productivity with me. All I do is basically wake up, bath, breakfast, take care of the shop, light food, lunch, back to shop, afternoon tea, second round of afternoon tea, close the shop, wait for mum, back to home, bath, dinner, watch TV, some snacks, watching dramas/movies till morning, and repeat the same routine again the next day. Seriously, the only time I get out from my house is just to go to the shop and dinner last night and last week when my father insisted me to go for someone's wedding. Luckily, I had a few fun moments :) I drove XD Well, some people are just too blind to see all the signs and I wonder how they pass the licence. Luckily I didn't have any accident, not even an almost accident or banging their rear-view mirror :) I can pretty much say now that I drive safely XD
I'm pretty sure that this holiday has made me a little bit insane,seriously,I thought one of the guy here look like Hyun Bin. Seriously,some really bad Secret Garden's side effect.How on earth I thought of that. I'm feel like I've lost my mind. But,he kinda looks like him though. With the obvious cheek bones and that half smiles. HAHA.
And I'm really really sorry homeworks. You know you are not my cup of tea :) I'm used to last minute works anyway. I seriously haven't started on any of my assignments. Let me recall, two Bio's tasks and Psych's assignments. I really hope that's all I need to do == And you homework. Seriously, I regret not doing all those Bio's work in KL. Damn it. And I left my Psych's paper there. I have tonnes of Maths homeworks ( which I probably won't do. It's really a lot mind you. I don't want have any favoritism on one paper,pretty sure it will hurt others.), really really confusing Psych's works, Bio's endless homeworks which I have to start doing tomorrow or else I won't finish any, some reading on EALD's manual which I didn't bring over here and finally all those Chem's calculations homeworks. Why am I so lazy? == I used to be quite hardworing on doing all these homeworks. Damn it, high school spoilt me. In primary we had so much work and in high school there was like totally no homeworks.
BLACK ROSE,please exist tomorrow. I'm begging you!
Endangered animal,please show yourself to me. I lost the task paper. Damn it!
Arghhh,help me!

Y U SO SLOW?
I swear you used to be so much faster than this. Why do you so slow? Getting old heh? I sincerely hate you now -.- Imagine,even to open Google main page it took you 3 minutes? Don't you feel sorry to yourself too? The internet I had in Melaka was super slow,and great,you won that title from them you are way way way wayyyyyy slower. Can you please I beg you be faster? I have to go back on 28th like that and have tonnes of homework that need an okay speed of internet. I swear,to make 30 seconds clip took you like 10-15 minutes? And Ryan Higa uploaded a new video! Because of you I can't watch the full version -.- and msn and facebook,why you so hard to chat? I have never use you in such a long time so why can't you at least give me a good impression? I truly miss you my internet in Sunway. But too bad,I can't even play you that much later,exams are coming up and I really don't want to screw those papers like what I did for the last 7 months. (I'm saying this now,but pretty sure I won't study anyway. Hmphhhhhhh...)

Oh yeah,I love Miss A's new song. Awesome XD Nae ireum eul Suzy anindae? Sorry with the wrong spelling,translated : My name is not Suzy. Just so catchy XD And Fei and Jia got so much line in this song. And Fei is looking sooooooo gorgeous O.O Seriously! I love Suzy's dress there,and the cat's ear XD So cute XD I have a little bit of girl crush on her,but I can assure you I'm not lesbian. I just find it's easier to like girls compare to guys. Haha. But I love boys XD Indosiar is playing Dream High and You Are My Destiny. I love both dramas but haven't been able to finish both the dramas == IU is so kyute XD My little sis was surprised knowing that Pil Suk is actually a pretty and skinny girls XD And she loves Good Day after hearing it for one time XD She tried the so called 3 octaves part and ended up out of breath XD She watched IU in Bunny costume as well,and we both laughed like sick person. ( Not that playboy bunny,but the real baggy bunny costume. She even danced to Good Day in those outfit. And the way she fell is priceless XD)

Hmmmm,I should really write a post on prom before I forget. I forgot to make a post on all past events,like 2009 and 2010's prom although I kept telling myself to,and Freshie's night and my birthday and someone else's birthday and other events. Fuuuuuhhhhhh. Work to do.

I hate homeworks. well,who loves them anyway? XD I can't even answer 10% of all the Psychology homework. I did about 9.9% and gave up. Arghhh,but I have to do you anyway. And the Bio's work. == Damn it,regret that I was just playing in fool for the whole June == not doing any homeworks and assignments and now I have hell lots of works to do. Damn it Damn it.

I'm a crybaby. Seriously,I'll just read a short story about how a man join army and left his wife,kids and families behind can sadden me. It can make me cry. But I choose not to try openly,people will just judge you weak,looking for attention and etc.

I love sad stories. Stories that have no happy ending. Stories that will make you cry your eyes out. Stories that will make you bawl your eyes out. Stories that will make you feel all the aches around your body. Stories that will stay in your mind and makes you feel like you want to have a love as strong as that too. (I'm young I know,I am not even 17 yet but that doesn't mean I can't believe in true love and wants a love like that. Tired of puppy loves and all the fakeness.)

So,I guess this is one of the reason why am I so crazy about Korean movies. It's cliche I know. But their method of using sickness or disease or accident and kill one of the main character works for me. Pretty sure I'll always cry watching these movies although they have same plot. I don't mind with happy ending,but I don't dig it. I would rather watch these sappy movies rather than watching happy ending movies. Happy ending feels unreal. Haha.

I watch two movies yesterday,More Than Blue and A Moment To Remember. I know,it's more like a suicide watching that two movies one after another. ( Both the movies considered as the saddest korean movies.) And hell yeah,the movies really made me bawled my eyes out! I watch Marley & Me in cinema,so I don't really cry out loud that time. I even watch a Malay ghost movie and cried. ( Well,I'm not a lone. There were like 5-7 of us,and all of us cried.(Maybe one exception.) I remember Martha, Sendy, Meyliana, Lestari(?) cried XD We were asking for tissue around XD Good memories. Had no idea that Malay movie will amke us cry XD (stereotyping I know XD) I cry a lot,even since I was little. I remember my brother teasing me a crybaby ==" He made me cry almost everyday till Standard 2 I think right before I go for my tuition. I totally recommend you this 2 movies if you want to cry XD I also just found out yesterday that My Sassy Girl is the saga of Windstruck. My God,windstruck is awesome, sad and funny at the same time :)

'More Than Blue' made me cry just after 10 minutes.After he said that he has a cancer cell that could kill him anytime. That phrase slapped me across my face. Anyway,spoiler here. It just hurts so much watching him loving her but can't even say the words. Finding another great guy for her to marry. His heart hurts so much but still he can't say it. Pretty awesome twist before the movie ends though. I <3 it XD Totally a movie if you want to cry XD I cry more in this movie compare to A Moment To Remember. A Moment To Remember is great too. I feel in love with Jang Woo Sung after this movie <3 He's just so hot :P even with the messy hair and dirt around him XD And Son Ye Jin is so pretty during the first few minutes. I can't even recognize her -.-  I thought she was a Vietamese or Thailand mix with Korean. So pretty :) Maybe I can relate more to More Than Blue compare to A Moment To Remember. Oh yeah,More Than Blue also called 'A Story Sadder Than Sadness.' True though,not exaggerating. Sometimes,I wish that I have an illness or disease to see who truly loves me, wouldn't leave my side. That's so selfish right? I'm born healthy and yet I as for these kind of thing. I can already imagine that if people read this they are going to slap or hit me for not being grateful. Hmpphhhh. At times,I really wish I can replace her,or her. They are precious people. Why? I asked and keep asking but have never find the answer.

Anyway,watching 2 sad movies that will my eyes bawl is not a great idea. My eyes are swollen now == This is the first time I have ever seen my eyes without the double eyelid. Weird. When I woke up I felt like someone blocked half of my normal views. It swell that bad. It do hard to open my eyes at first -.- I laughed at myself while looking at my single eyelid eyes XD

I look at my Spongebob shirt and feel bad :(
I miss wearing it. Haha. I open my cupbard and see it staying there,pity it. I'll wear you all these are settled babe <3
And you too my yellow cardigan :) Now,just enjoy your stay in my cupboard okay? Make friends with other clothes as well XD
Since I don't know 100% about these thing,I rather not say anything.I love yellow, and it has nothingtodo with this issue. I pity Digi though XD

I know that there's probably no one is going to read this,but if you do,please I beg you. Can you please take one minute of your time and drop by her blog? And even if possible left a comment or keep her in your prayer. Even if you can't donate or anything,it would be so nice of you to left a comment or keep her in your prayer. She's a very strong girl. No,I don't know her in real life but I can feel it. How I wish I am that strong.

She deserves your love,trust me.
I'll just give you the link to her latest post. Please people!
http://dancingpapercranes.blogspot.com/2011/07/here-comes-hardest-part.html

The world is so sick. I mean the people. How on earth you are heartless enough to rob an old folks' home? Ho w could you? Did you just went for a heart transplant? Even if you just did,you should be dead now.  HOw could you? I almost burst into tears when I read the news? The only thing in my mind is 'WTF! WTF WTF WTF!' Shameless people. Can you imagine if your parents are treated in that way? How on earth you rob them,not once,but twice? And bringing 'parang'. FUCK YOU. They are old. They are age range is between 63-97 if I'm not mistaken. I just don't get it,why should you steal from them? And broke into the house? Fuck people nowadays. Their greed is just so huge and big. I really hope you guys get caught. Why are people so sick nowadays? Technology is spoiling us? Probably. But there are still so many people that can stay sane,why can't you? I just don't get it.

I sincerely hate Psychology now. Seriously,6 hours of just standing there looking at people? And they are looking at you weirdly,why you just stand there and once in a while wrote something on your paper and back to looking at them again? There's even a girl just now who gave me a look as if I'm checking out her boyfriend. For God's sake,I'm not that free till I have nothing to do and just stand near the escalator to look at your bf,seriously,I'm not even interested at someone who is taken. Taken = out of market Bro XD And today is better than yesterday's observation. I'm like,how you should say that,ermm,trained now XD I can count and write faster *HAHAHAHA evil laugh* XD And I'm just shock at how open Malaysia is now. They even walk openly and show that their in a relationship. Salute :) I respect your decision :)

But it ain't all that bad anyway. There are some eye candies passing by. *winks* They are a pretty good eye-fresher after 2 hours of looking at all the different type of shoes they are wearing XD Bet Friday will be chaotic. -.- And I really feel like shouting at all those people that are taking the escalator in groups,how the hell am I supposed to see what are you wearing when it's all blocked?! And those people that blocked my awesome view,thank you very much. You still can see those exhibition behind me while I can't see what those people are wearing when you are in front of me.

Anyway,there was even a man(working at Sunway I guess. maybe manager may be not. he's wearing some kind of name tag -.-) asked me am I counting the visitors. Sunway Pyramid told me to do so or what. Boo,it's all for Psychology -.- I know I know,if you wish to never see me again on Friday,please tell Ms. Jane that we are not allowed to do the observation XD and there's a man who was observing me (I swear I had no idea he was observing me!!). He asked whether I'm checking all those people who are taking the escalator. Well,I told him it's far ore complicated than that :) I have to check their shoes imagine. Anyway,you guys made today wasn't as boring as yesterday XD But I bought myself a pair of shoes yesterday. *TEEHEE* It's been so long since I want that kind of shoes,so I guess I deserve it :)

And there's one creepy-I don't know which country he's from- man,asked me,'How are you?'. No,it wasn't the friendly tone. It really was the scary tone. And looking at me that way,what is wrong -.- I'm just wearing jeans and shirt,totally not interested with any of those kind of stuff. Creepy,but luckily I'm in shopping mall and near a crowded place. If that happen while I am at the road side or bus stop,believe me,I will run as fast as I could.

I didn't know there are so many people out there who knows about cross stitch kind of thing.I'm so happy XD (Miss Julia wants us not to use primary school words)I'm in joyous mood. To know that someone has the same hobby with you is just plain entertaining. Especially when the hobby is not 'mainstream'. I really wnat to learn how to do knitting. Maybe,when I'm married and have no jobs,I can knit and sell those sweaters or gloves or scarf or anything that's possible to be knitted,so that I have my own income and my husband will think twice,thrice,quadrice, billion times ( hell no only once or twice) before divorcing/dumping me. If he leaves,well,I got my own money,why can't I leave you first? There's no one that you can trust nowadays. I can assure you that. Okay,maybe one or two people in your whole lifetime. Not even your brothers,I have the biggest-mouth brothers ever -.- Wonder when they will change and keep a secret instead. Or,it might be possible that boys just can't keep a secret(girls are bad too I swear XD). For example,I told my youngest brother to never tell my mum that I bought a polaroid camera,and voila,he told both my parents -.- And my oldest younger brother,I asked him whether or not I should buy SJ's photobook,voila,he shouted that I want to buy SJ's photobook while I was on the phone with my mum with him beside her. Just great brothers I have. There are fun sometimes I can tell you,but mostly not. Just plain annoying.

I'm really happy now though. Miss Julia said that my speech is good. Well,she just said it's good,not fantastic,awesome,extravagant, incredible,marvelous,tremendous,outstanding. I can never write a piece of writing with those kind of remarks. But,I am more than happy to get a 'good' word. Good means is not bad right? I swear I have no idea what to write,so I was shocked when she said it's good :) I mean,duh,after the speech when people start talking that they use this or that technique,the only thing in my mind was,'Shit! I should have write blablablabla and blablablablabla. I should put this technique.' It always happen doesn't it? When you finish or hand in your paper and you just suddenly got smarter and remember the correct answers of the questions? Damn damn damn,I hate despise those moments.

Sorry that I blabber a lot -.-

I have this huge grin on my face now.
My God,when did the last time I'm all smiles and so happy?
My face hurts from too much smiling.
Seriously,my jaw hurts too now. But who cares,I'm so happy,delighted,joyous,etc XD
Eunhyuk is so freaking adorable <3
Now I'm torn between Kyu and him,why are they so kyute? XD
Keep messing with my bias list,you two are on top XD
Sukira today is so,fulling.(?) I don't know the right words XD
They are so hyper XD Maybe they just finish recording a song? XD
Rapping about 'myeol chi'(anchovy) , 'kimchi jjigae' (kimchi soup) , and 'o o o!'
My God,I swear so adorable <3
They are super high. HAHAAHAHA
I'm giggling,smiling,laughing,grinning,chuckling,choking(okay,a bit too far XD).
Anyway,this is a joyous moment XD
And I'm pretty sure I'm gonna regret this tomorrow.
I have this 2 topics test which I still have no idea about it now but I still have time to watch all those videos =="
Chemistry,why you so weird hard and sense-less?
Sincerely,from people who hate you.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
HAHAHAHAHAHA XD
I'm going to watch some fancams on Kyu and going to study awhile and go to sleep.
I need to study =='