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I act as if I had the love of my life and lost it while in fact all these times I'm just fooling myself.
And there are poeple out there who actually lost the love of their lives.
What a joke I am. As always.
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You know sometimes some things just kinda snapped inside you and you just realised things. Then you just realised how foolish you have been? I do however think that I have written something like this before. There is this cycle I also go through again and again. Realisation - what ifs - why not - foolish things- realisation again. So yeah.
Your game. Not mine. Don't even want to have any part of it.
Your loss not mine. I have to start valuing myself more.
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both parties can get hurt. i don't even know what anymore. tell me what do you want me to do. don't just go missing in my life like that. i have enough of people disappearing already.
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trying so fcuking hard not to care. like what even. i'm young, wild and free. lolololololol. yolo. i needed last night outing. i needed those drinks. i know it's bad but i enjoyed it. lol. and definitely good for self confidence. lolololol
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so much bs but i knew it was you because all that matters to me is that you'll be back to me by the end of the day. i knew then i was screwed.
had a little bit of an eye opener talk with my friend ytd. i don't truly agree with what she said but i get the point.
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Cause I just don't do things halfheartedly. I tend to give my all. Even though I tell myself not to fall too hard, not to go back to the same state again. my heart and my brain just refuse to cooperate together. I'm so pissed at both of them! I warned you, but honestly it was more for myself. For me to remember not to invest too much. But as usual, I'm the one who got into it too deep. Alone :/ Why can't I listen to my own warning I don't blame anyone though. I even foresee this coming LOL I was like 'oi oi oi that's more for yourself. you are always the one who got hyped up and everything.' Until then I guess? :/ I don't even know what to feel. Or what to do :/
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maybe because i'm young,
but marriage for love seems impossible to me now.
I hate it but at the same time, I am the one who's putting myself in this position.
I tried to avoid it altogether too.
I am just a coward -.-
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I act as if I had the love of my life and lost it while in fact all these times I'm just fooling myself.
And there are poeple out there who actually lost the love of their lives.
What a joke I am. As always.
-
You know sometimes some things just kinda snapped inside you and you just realised things. Then you just realised how foolish you have been? I do however think that I have written something like this before. There is this cycle I also go through again and again. Realisation - what ifs - why not - foolish things- realisation again. So yeah.
Your game. Not mine. Don't even want to have any part of it.
Your loss not mine. I have to start valuing myself more.
-
both parties can get hurt. i don't even know what anymore. tell me what do you want me to do. don't just go missing in my life like that. i have enough of people disappearing already.
-
trying so fcuking hard not to care. like what even. i'm young, wild and free. lolololololol. yolo. i needed last night outing. i needed those drinks. i know it's bad but i enjoyed it. lol. and definitely good for self confidence. lolololol
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so much bs but i knew it was you because all that matters to me is that you'll be back to me by the end of the day. i knew then i was screwed.
had a little bit of an eye opener talk with my friend ytd. i don't truly agree with what she said but i get the point.
-
Cause I just don't do things halfheartedly. I tend to give my all. Even though I tell myself not to fall too hard, not to go back to the same state again. my heart and my brain just refuse to cooperate together. I'm so pissed at both of them! I warned you, but honestly it was more for myself. For me to remember not to invest too much. But as usual, I'm the one who got into it too deep. Alone :/ Why can't I listen to my own warning I don't blame anyone though. I even foresee this coming LOL I was like 'oi oi oi that's more for yourself. you are always the one who got hyped up and everything.' Until then I guess? :/ I don't even know what to feel. Or what to do :/
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maybe because i'm young,
but marriage for love seems impossible to me now.
I hate it but at the same time, I am the one who's putting myself in this position.
I tried to avoid it altogether too.
I am just a coward -.-
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♫ huge poster of super junior.
♪ watch all shining inheritance episodes!
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have a superb fast internet connection.thanks to unifi!
♪ macbook.
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super junior's 3rd album!thanks!
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polaroid camera.can't camwhore much,the film price is killing me XD
♫ genius brain and hardworking attitude like that 99.95 guy <3
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I just turned 17 last 3rd March. I miss my high school life. I'm still a child inside. I look really mature if you know my real age. 
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