Ugh ugh ugh. This lecture is annoying. That lecture was totally boring. Both I can't pay attention to. Wait, there are more. I feel like an idiot. Maybe I really am now. Totally not interested in all this. I should change my course. I'm so bad at memorising all these stuff. And I totally can't understand a thing. Screw this. Just get a degree and start doing what I really love later on. I should hang on a little bit more right? Two more years. How hard can it be?
Or maybe I just need to change what I'm studying now. What's the point of struggling for these? I'm not even enjoying it. Do what you like in your life then you wouldn't have to work for your whole life isn't it? I'm so mad at myself.