Okay, I should calm down and start typing rationally. I've been really eager to type my ever first post on 2013. I know it's just like any other normal day for some people, but hey, if I want to be all excited for this day, let me be.

Well, to start off. I have a strong feeling I'm gonna repeat some of my subjects. Why? I literally have less spirit and motivation to study than what I had last semester. Previously, Debby, my super awesome cousin will always felt kind of guilty when she didn't study enough. And my kiasu-ness will wake up and force my hand to take some books and try to put information into my head. I don't really care much during my AUSMAT year and literally didn't care about it this 2012. I study even lesser without someone to 'watch' me here. Like super lazy. I finally understand why all those people in high school are super lazy. I finally get the feeling of 'heck this shit.' I don't even care when it's my finals. Or assignments. Or tests. That subjects is so lucky if I ever prepare like two days in advance. It's always last minute study and assignments. Even my friends get used to my habits XD I don't even care if I cannot finish reading all the chapters. Let alone all those untouched tutorials. I can even sleep ever so soundly not finishing my reading. Even when my paper are on 3pm, I tell myself to wake up in the morning and study but I ended up with telling myself, 'Nah. Two more hours of sleep will make your brain have more energy later.' I honestly don't know how I pass my semester 1. I never study, like really study. And no one believes me when I said I did not. Ugh. You know that feeling when you are telling nothing but the truth and people starts doubting you? Annoying. I want someone to come up to me and just like slap me across the face and scolds me. Like telling me to wake up and try to get a hold of my life before it becomes a habit or just give me inspiring stories. Or maybe just someone to help to find what I really want in life. Even in my (soon-to-be) second year of university, I still do not know what I want. Damn it.

So you know how I always make a list of resolutions and stuff? Last year was my first time making rational resolutions. My resolutions were watch at least hundred movies and read at least ten books. Although I was really keeping track during the beginning of the year, I don't care about it anymore after three months. But yeah, I guess I accomplish it right? So this year, I'm gonna just write a line or two each day that explain how I feel each day? Actually it's supposed to be things that makes me happy. Maybe I should write two papers each day. Haha. It has been pretty good now I'm in day five :) I also really wish I will be more hardworking. I can just keep being lazy. It has became a habit. Not a good one. So yeah, I'mma try to change it while I can. Maybe I should write down more resolutions.

And my aunties really love to tease about having boyfriend nowadays. Last time, when I really had a boyfriend, I was like no lah, no one wants me. Or when they asked where's your bf? I just try to shrug it off. Just trying to avoid it. Now to satisfy myself and also them, I just answer them 'Wait ah. He's in Korea now. Busy performing.' Or worse, I start telling them to pray so that I get a richie rich boyfriend and super nice to me as well. Well, this answer seems to make both parties happy. So, gonna keep answering like this.
Super long post. Teehee. I haven't even started on how my week has been and the countdown. Haha.