I can't help it. Go away. Leave my thoughts. I can't stop the what ifs. It is mutual. Argh. And the endless worries that come with it. One day you will realise it and tell yourself, 'Enough!'. You are sick of the same old boring stuff. Again and again. You have enough of repetitions. The consequences is too big. The damage that comes with it is unbearable. So for the best, take the first step towards the opposite side now. It is for the best for anyone who are involved.
Tell myself it's time now. Gotta let go.