You know the feeling of how badly that you want something that is not yours? How you don't like it that much anymore once it's yours? And how you yearn it to come back to you once it's lost? Damn!
BTW! Vey very random. My mum called me just now and wanted me to speak Mandarin to her O.O Let's say I did not embarrass myself and we ended up talking in Mandarin throughout the whole time even till goodbyes! Proud daughter is here XD