Why oh why today -.- first of all, it comes as a shock. I thought I was lucky enough. But no, just not. And just when i was about to throw it all, it all comes back at once. Ugh. But I'm ready now. And this is just one of the tests, of course I have to be tested right? I will be fine. Trust me. I guess all these times, I just had a wrong idea. Like I was so blind I don't even realize it.
Then coming back home, I feel cheated. You said a showcase, now a concert? Like really? You got me all excited for nothing?! I have enough of that -.- Getting my hopes up and fall from cloud nine. To the ground. Hard. Damn it. Now I just don't feel like going -.- I rather spend on SM Town -.- And the one is Singapore is so much cheaper than the one in Indonesia. Why oh why? Now I'm sad. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. I am seriously getting old after all the sighing.
And I really really love Swift's new song, Red. Losing him was blue , loving him was red and missing him was dark grey all alone. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met. Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes. < 3