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Written at Sunday, December 23, 2012 | back to top


I don't know why, but I seemed so much happier last time, even last year. Seriously, loneliness has a great effect on your emotional wellbeing. More research should be carried out on this stuff. Haha. Even from my writing, I can sense that it feels lighter? I write better too last time. Maybe I should do more updates on my blogspot? I’ve been not really speaking English as much as I used to. You see, I don’t have a roommate now. I hardly go out of my room and then I watch Korean stuff and listen to Korean songs more than the English ones. Even though we are Indonesians, Debby and I are so used to speaking English to each other. But now she is in Jakarta, we are speaking in Indonesian more? Just weird stuff. And usually I will talk and talk and talk and talk (you get it right?) with Debby every like five minutes? Hence, I got to practice my English more. Now, I have more Chinese speaking friends, and they talk in Chinese among each other and even to me sometimes. And I don’t think I talk that much anymore? I somehow miss the carefree me. The one that just speak up whatever is on my mind without caring about a thing. But, as I get older I realize that people are so judgemental. Or worse, laugh at you a lot. Idk why I never notice these things before. It’s just weird now that I noticed it. Haha. And how I never seem to finish anything! Like seriously Sylvi! I really need to start pulling up my socks. And honestly, I actually miss English lesson. Where I am supposed to write and write and write. Anyone free enough to give me assignments and mark it? ;) 
Enough of my blabbering.
Christmas is just like a few days away and I am like super excited for New Year but also pissed at the stupid timetable. I should start making rational bucket lists and resolutions again. And *cross-finger* that I will be able to accomplish it :)