Well,not college literally, but the people I meet in college. At least when I got college,I got something to do everyday. Something to look for. Something to stop me from sitting in front of my laptop for the day. Just something. But I know once I got into university and start studying again, the only thing I craved for will be the holidays. I'm still screw like I was three months ago, a year ago and two years ago. I still have no freaking idea of what course I should take. Honestly, the only dream I have since I was very young is to be an air stewardess. Too bad, my father is totally against that idea. So there it goes my dream. People should stop saying and asking how come I don't have a dream,well, I do, and it was crushed. I got no other choice other than choose to study something else. Since I can't be an air stewardess, I have no other idea of what I should do in my life. No, I'm not trying to upset all of you who asked me what I wanna be. I am just totally clueless of what I should do in my life. I'm totally not interested in becoming a doctor. I know you will have very high pay and etc etc etc, but 7 years of 'normal' studying and all those housemanship and specialized, sorry, but I'm not interested. And I honestly don't think all this job that uses a lot of brain capacity suits me. I'm just really lazy and very last minute kind of person. I have no idea of what I should do in my life. I just wish I can sleep tonight and tomorrow I'll wake up with a decision. *sigh
Anyway,I miss catching up with my friends. I just feel so lonely. I need something constant and important in my life. Something that I'm interested in and will qualify mu aunt's preference. Just something that will make everyone happy. Kind of win win solution.