I really really love rain. Especially the sound of it,even with the thunder and lighting and stuff I still love it. The loud sound of it just pretty much calm my mind. It was like loud but calming <3 I really want to swim in the rain just now but that would be like really weird for others and I'm probably gonna get warning from security -.-
The more I think about life, the more I think I have wasted a lot of times in my life. I just want all the things I did to be worth it. All I want is when I think back about my life now in the future, I can tell myself, 'Wow. You've lived a great life. A life that's worth it.' That's gonna be hard though -.- And I need to think about all this big choices I need to make that is really going to determine how my life would be. I want to be a dentist(well,in my mind it will be better than doctor.),but can I really go through all those seven years of studying? Those who know me really well will know that I can do it,but I wouldn't. I will just give up half way. I get bored of something in a really short time. Blame my short concentration span :D