My mood is seriously like roller coaster but only the going up and down part and maybe some 360-degrees turn XD Just approximately an hour ago I was like 'ugh,i'm so useless.','i can't be help','my parents are so disappointed in me','ugh.mad bro?'. Now I'm like 'i'm so lucky','i'm gonna do my best','my parents are not going to pressure me though',etc. The point is now I feel like I've just wasted one full year on college which I didn't have any will to study. And the money for college. I just want to find a job that can pay back at least all my high school fees and college fees. I know I probably spend more on other expenses but we'll get to it kay? I just wasted like two years on things that I thought I want to happen,but no,now I realize how much I just don't want iit. I don't even need it. It was really a waste of time on it. Moving on,like what Spencer said. When you hold on to the past,you are never going to improve. You deserve better. Much much better. That's why God make you go through all those stuff. The past is a really nice place and memories. You are in your comfy zone. You don't have to take challenges because you've been through all the challenges. But yeah,sometimes it's better to go forward. Living you present, not your past. Looking forward for the future,not looking back.
:D Smile. You'll look much better with it on your face.