My feelings towards you will usually be in this pattern.
You are cute - I'm interested - I want you - Gosh, can I have you? - Ugh - Ugh Ugh - Leave me alone - I miss you - Am I annoying you? - Never ever leave me alone - You are so adorable - Ugh - Ignoring.
Yup. Roller coaster. Faster than a bullet.
ps. I identify things and people by smell. Memories are relying a lot on that.
And I want to write it all down before I forget it. Before some amnesia hit me or the memories get blur.