I'm a crybaby. Seriously,I'll just read a short story about how a man join army and left his wife,kids and families behind can sadden me. It can make me cry. But I choose not to try openly,people will just judge you weak,looking for attention and etc.

I love sad stories. Stories that have no happy ending. Stories that will make you cry your eyes out. Stories that will make you bawl your eyes out. Stories that will make you feel all the aches around your body. Stories that will stay in your mind and makes you feel like you want to have a love as strong as that too. (I'm young I know,I am not even 17 yet but that doesn't mean I can't believe in true love and wants a love like that. Tired of puppy loves and all the fakeness.)

So,I guess this is one of the reason why am I so crazy about Korean movies. It's cliche I know. But their method of using sickness or disease or accident and kill one of the main character works for me. Pretty sure I'll always cry watching these movies although they have same plot. I don't mind with happy ending,but I don't dig it. I would rather watch these sappy movies rather than watching happy ending movies. Happy ending feels unreal. Haha.

I watch two movies yesterday,More Than Blue and A Moment To Remember. I know,it's more like a suicide watching that two movies one after another. ( Both the movies considered as the saddest korean movies.) And hell yeah,the movies really made me bawled my eyes out! I watch Marley & Me in cinema,so I don't really cry out loud that time. I even watch a Malay ghost movie and cried. ( Well,I'm not a lone. There were like 5-7 of us,and all of us cried.(Maybe one exception.) I remember Martha, Sendy, Meyliana, Lestari(?) cried XD We were asking for tissue around XD Good memories. Had no idea that Malay movie will amke us cry XD (stereotyping I know XD) I cry a lot,even since I was little. I remember my brother teasing me a crybaby ==" He made me cry almost everyday till Standard 2 I think right before I go for my tuition. I totally recommend you this 2 movies if you want to cry XD I also just found out yesterday that My Sassy Girl is the saga of Windstruck. My God,windstruck is awesome, sad and funny at the same time :)

'More Than Blue' made me cry just after 10 minutes.After he said that he has a cancer cell that could kill him anytime. That phrase slapped me across my face. Anyway,spoiler here. It just hurts so much watching him loving her but can't even say the words. Finding another great guy for her to marry. His heart hurts so much but still he can't say it. Pretty awesome twist before the movie ends though. I <3 it XD Totally a movie if you want to cry XD I cry more in this movie compare to A Moment To Remember. A Moment To Remember is great too. I feel in love with Jang Woo Sung after this movie <3 He's just so hot :P even with the messy hair and dirt around him XD And Son Ye Jin is so pretty during the first few minutes. I can't even recognize her -.-  I thought she was a Vietamese or Thailand mix with Korean. So pretty :) Maybe I can relate more to More Than Blue compare to A Moment To Remember. Oh yeah,More Than Blue also called 'A Story Sadder Than Sadness.' True though,not exaggerating. Sometimes,I wish that I have an illness or disease to see who truly loves me, wouldn't leave my side. That's so selfish right? I'm born healthy and yet I as for these kind of thing. I can already imagine that if people read this they are going to slap or hit me for not being grateful. Hmpphhhh. At times,I really wish I can replace her,or her. They are precious people. Why? I asked and keep asking but have never find the answer.

Anyway,watching 2 sad movies that will my eyes bawl is not a great idea. My eyes are swollen now == This is the first time I have ever seen my eyes without the double eyelid. Weird. When I woke up I felt like someone blocked half of my normal views. It swell that bad. It do hard to open my eyes at first -.- I laughed at myself while looking at my single eyelid eyes XD