Tons of it. Literally. Advice,never ever compile your homeworks and think that you'll finish all of it during your weekends. Well,at least if you have the same habit as mine,don't ever do this. You'll just going to end up with : Friday(TEEHEE! I have the whole of tomorrow to do it,just don't go out. Tonight I can play PC until late at nite.) ; Saturday ( You woke up at 9 or 10 sth,sit in front of the laptop,doing anything except your homework and thinking you are going to do all of it tonight. But,trust me you are just going to stay in front of your computer till late night again.) & Sunday( Damn it. It's Sunday. Tomorrow is Monday,ewhh. But you have to go out to restock your snacks and get lunch and dinner. And says to yourself you are just going to play for awhile. Doing your research and yeah,in the end you are not going to do any of homeworks.)
Like me now. Screw me. Haiz. Why in the world that I'm so lazy? Seriously,I don't do any homeworks that's given since like ermm,,2 months ago? I copied Debby's homeworks before that. I'm doing AUSMAT now which totally needs me to be working and working and working,which seriously,I;m really not good at. I really need a huge wake up call. Topic test for Chem and Psychology is coming up. Totally,I'm going to be lucky again like in Maths,yeah,I didn't study at all and I managed to just pass,50%. A total disappointment.
And in my to-do list I have:
- Biology Working as a Biologist paper
- Biology found out some terms
- Biology homeworks from Course Manual(2 parts)
- Maths (all those that you have compile since Feb)
- Maths( new exercises for EE)
- Chemistry ( Set 2)
- Chemistry ( Stoichiometry Set 1,from paper,from extra exercises,from course manual,from other extra paper)
- Psychology ( look for the journals,study for Topic Test 2 that she said going to be extra hard)
- EALD ( Essay for that don'tknowwhat writing,Bend It Like Beckham exercise, and the 16 topic we have to do research for the impromptu speech*i think*)
Conclusion : I have no self discipline.
ARGHHHH!I need to change. I just had a breakdown I guess yesterday,life isn't fair,AT ALL.
I'm such a procrastinator. Saying that I'll do all of it. Giving a slap across my face to wake up please.

Anyway,back to quotes :
' God puts people in your life for a reason, and removes them for your life for a better reason.'
Yeah,I should start believing in this quotes. For sure,there are better reasons why she is not with us anymore right? I miss her,a lot. I wish I talked more to her,buy something for her,have a night out with her,bring her to Genting at least,let her have all the fun,buy her more clothes. I MISS HER. And there's nothing I can do to undo all of these. God,I just wish she is better up there,she is the purest and kindest girl I've ever known. I guess her life is better with you up there. I feel like I'm such a useless cousin,I don't even visit her grave yet, I miss you,a lot. I wish you had the chance to study here,if that happens,for sure you are still here with me,with us.